My first tattoo♡

Hey you guys!!! Long time no blog!! :) Well, here I'm going to show you the tattoo design I got! 

I got this design done on the 14th with my cousin! We do everything together and getting piercings and tattoos together are both of them. :) We create milestones together as cousins, sisters and best friends. ♡

I love how I have a ride or die girl by my side. I'm also hers. ^^

The reasoning why I chose to get the simple heart is because it's simple but it has meaning. It means that I love love or the thought of it. Love is what everyone hopes to find. Love is what inspires and motivates people. Love is what keeps us going. Also, the heart it beats all the time. The heart is a symbol of life and love. The heart is also my favorite shape! :3 

This tattoo honestly hurt a little but, it felt nice. XD I guess it depends on where you get the tattoo and your pain tolerance. :) I have a high pain tolerance so, it didn't really bother me. I am absolutely in love and adoration with my tattoo! It really symbolizes who I am. ♡

I got my tattoo from "Broken Dagger Tattoo Parlor" located in Las Vegas, NV. My amazing and fun tattoo artist is Cameron Heavyweather. I definitely recommend this place and artist!! The atmosphere and the people are so down-to-earth and amazing just like their tattoos! Also, my tattoo only cost me $60 and it only took a few minutes! :) 

Here's their Facebook! 

https://www.facebook.com/BrokenDaggerTattooParlor

Have an amazing night you guys! :D 

Shipping KaeJae

KaeJae

Recently, or should I say last night, a girl had commented on one of my pictures on Instagram and she said, "My sister and I ship you with Youngjae ^.^". My reaction to this was a big smile and covering my face with my hands. That had made my night and made me feel so happy. So many people have told me this, and it makes me feel so happy and bashful for some reason. She had also said, "Lol you're so welcome ^.^ you guys would be so perfff OuO". Aiiiggggooooo~~~ <3 This person had just made my day and all of my friends and others who have told me the same thing. I honestly never thought that I looked good with him but, I guess I'm growing into it. If that makes sense. ^^;;

I was so happy after hearing what that girl had said that I even started coming up with shipping names. ^^ The first ones were based off of a nickname I had given to myself and Youngjae's fandom. I'm a "Milkshake" and he's a "Brainbox", therefore I came up with: Milkbox and my friend came up with Brainshake. The other two were just based off of our names put together like the regular shipping names. I came up with "KaeJae" and "JaeKae". I let my friends look through them and one of them said that they really liked KaeJae. So, there we have it! KaeJae is the shipping name!!! Woo hoo~~~!!!! Fighting~~!!!

Omo ~ I honestly made these shipping pictures just for fun. I didn't think I looked good next to him so I never posted these anywhere until now. So, I guess now the whole world will be able to see them. I don't care what anyone says, I'm happy and that's all that matters to me. I hope you enjoy some of these KaeJae pictures!! ^^

Credit to my dongsaeng Mina Choi

Kaeli and YoungJae

KaeJae

I guess I can now say that I ship myself with Yoo YoungJae <3

I ship...

KaeJae <3

25 days of blogging Day 19

Day 19:

Favorite stocking stuffer

This is one of my most favorite stocking stuffers I have ever received. It's my favorite character "Hello Kitty"! It's also in a beanie form and I've always wanted one of these. It's so cute and i goes with so many of my outfits! I honestly have to thank my little brothers for getting this for me. They know me so well, they are truly the best and I'm so blessed to have them in my life. <3

That's it for today's post!!

I hope you stick around until the end!!

Have a great day!!

My missing piece

Recently, I have been feeling as if I have found my missing puzzle piece. I have been thinking about how much this person has in common with me. It's actually quite scary how much we have in common, whether it be actions or intellect. It is also all natural for the both of us to do what we do. To me, he is so perfect, there is nothing that I don't like about him, I love everything about him.

Although, I haven't met him yet, I feel as though I have known him for a long time. I feel as if I have met him before or something along those lines. Every time I see him I just have to smile, he makes me so happy. He may make me happy at times but, he also brings tears to my eyes. I'm afraid that someone is going to take him away.

I want to be his, I want to be his everything. I had a sudden attraction to him and it came from absolutely nowhere. I never thought I would be this attracted to someone or have these feelings towards someone. It just took one look and for me to say, "Hey, that guy is quite attractive." Then, all of these feelings came from there and they have grown stronger ever since.

He is literally the other side to me, the other half, and my missing piece. Just watching him from afar and seeing all of the little things he does, I fall in love repeatedly. I even find the odd things he does to be attractive, meaning: things that you usually wouldn't find cute. I don't know if this is creepy or not, but, I love watching him eat. Like I had said earlier, I love everything about him, even the small things.

I honestly would do anything for him, he makes me feel so encouraged and supported. Lately, I have been pushing myself to do very well in school for him. I have been pushing myself to the point where my brain feels like it's going to explode. I always tell myself though that this is for him. He makes me feel good about myself, and he makes me feel that whatever I put my mind to I can do it.

He inspires me each and everyday. Seeing him do his best all the time, makes me want to do the same. There are just countless and admirable things about him that I just can't describe. I would like to say that he has made me a better person. He has also taught me to look at the world at a different perspective. 

I learn something new from him almost every day. He makes me look forward to each day, whether it be bad or good. He just makes me feel so alive, so alive that I'm just happy to be living and breathing each and every day. Knowing that I can see his smiling face every day makes my life worth it. He gives me that extra push to keep on moving forward.

Whenever I think of him or look at him I get those butterflies and my heart beats a little faster. I can't help the way I feel about him, it's quite hard to tell if this is an "infatuation" or "love". If I were with him, I wouldn't mind being away from him for a little bit, everyone needs their space. Just knowing that he is alive and happy, that's all that I need. I feel that he is pure perfection to me, maybe a prince charming. ^^

I can't wait until the day I get to finally meet him. That would be the day that I get to find out if it was meant to be or not. I am totally prepared for what may come of the answer. Only time will tell, I just believe that I have to have faith and hope that this may work. No one knows what will happen, I just have to keep my head up and wait for that day. 

I just know that this guy makes me feel like no other could. He is everything that I ever imagined in a guy, he is just too perfect to me. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think about him. Every little thing reminds me or makes me think of him. I believe in fate, I just hope that this is right. 

I don't want anyone else but him, I know that sounds so cliche but that's how I feel. He has become a part of me, I can't go a day without thinking of him. Most of the time my mind just wanders off to him anyways. These are all natural feelings and I just can't describe fully of how he makes me feel. I can't describe fully of how I feel about him. 

He is just my missing piece, he is special, and he has stolen my heart and is running away with it. I just wish he knew that he meant this much to me. Everyday that goes by, my feelings grow stronger and stronger. Every time I see him, my heart beats faster and faster. I just want him to know that he is always on my mind and in my heart.

<3

chuu!!~~~ <3

Okay, that's all for my post today!!

Hope you enjoyed it!!

Have a lovely day!!

<3

~*Kaeli YouJae*~

Love at first sight

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I apologize for all of the recent posts about love. I guess I'm just "love struck". I really don't know how to describe how I feel at this point. I actually thought I would never feel this way again. I told myself that I would stay away from this thing called "love" and the feelings that come along with it. 

Recently, I went on a double date and it was my first time meeting this guy. I had a crush on him for quite some time. What I did not know, was that we would be going over to his house. Once we got to his house I wasn't nervous or anything, I just knew I was going to meet him. Once he answered the door and I saw him, my heart just seemed to jump or "skip a beat". 

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The only thing I could think of doing was smile like an idiot. It wasn't the way he looked or the way he smiled back at me, it was something more. Or at least that's what I felt, or would like to think. Now, usually when I meet new people I shake their hand but, with him, without thinking I ended up hugging him. This was also the first time that the person actually hugged me back.

Also, opening up to him was so much easier than I thought. We actually have a lot of interests in common and we had a lot to talk about. The whole day I was laughing and smiling, he made me feel so happy. There was never a dull moment with him, he is also a gentleman. There is just something about this guy that had me hooked from the very beginning.

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I find myself thinking about him a lot, my heart races. I don't want to rush through this, but I don't know how to handle it. I don't even know if it's just an infatuation or love. I definitely felt those "sparks" that people and the movies talk about. He is really different from other guys I have been around.

I also know that he's not ready to be in a serious relationship yet. So, I actually told myself that I would wait for him. He is just that special to me, I even choose him over my sleep. I just can't explain these feelings, I also don't want these feelings to go away. If these feelings are wrong, I would just hate myself so much.

I often go for the "wrong guys", but I don't want him to be that. I also fall very fast and I always end up getting hurt. I have to admit, I am that clinging type, but not desperate. I just want affection and to give affection. He is the only one who actually accepted my affection and given it back.

He is perfection in my eyes.

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I will wait for him.

Alright, I guess that's going to be enough of my love rambling. 

Hope you all enjoyed reading this, if not, that's fine too.

Have a great day!!~

:)

Vintage Style

Today I would like to talk about the vintage style fashion in which I am growing into. I don't quite know what it is about this style but I find it to be cute, sexy, and also mature. I think it suits me well, since I am into looking mature yet, fun and classy. I really love the vintage style a lot, it kind of just takes you back into the time that the style was created. So, let's get started with the clothing that I adore!!~

(c): Pin up Bootique on facebook

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These are just a few of my favorite items. They are so cute! Also, a down side a lot of vintage clothing stores are pricey. Although, I think for any style that people are going for is going to be pricey. So I don't really mind the price, I also like to shop on sales racks too. The sales racks actually help A LOT, you may not think that you'll find anything, but think again!

Now, I will be moving on to the media. The media and celebrities have also embraced the vintage style. They have opened our eyes to what it was like "back in the day" or what it would look like if we were brought back through time. It actually inspired me a little bit to get into this fashion. Let's get to it then, shall we?

Keri Hilson-Pretty Girl Rock

Selena Gomez-Love you like a love song

Christina Aguilera-Candyman

Christina Aguilera-Ain't no other man

Christina Aguilera-hurt

So, those are all the videos that I have seen with vintage styles in them and have been an inspiration to me. Christina Aguilera has been an inspiration to me ever since I was a little girl. Therefore, I guess her interpretations on vintage style has impacted me more. Just because media and celebrities have played a part in showing the vintage style, doesn't mean that I'm basing all of my interests off of it. I just wanted to show you where I got some of my inspirations from, while I was getting into this fashion.

That is all from me today!!~ Hope you all enjoyed it!!~

Have a great day!!~

:)

My Comparisons

Please enjoy my comparison pictures.

I had mostly made these for fun and I really enjoy making these. Actually, a lot of these comparisons were unintentional. I am very devoted to Ruki of the GazettE or Matsumoto Takanori. I also admire him, he inspires me each and every day. There is so much that I want to thank him for, they are the hardest to say. 

"The most hardest things to say, are always the most meaningful." 

Have an amazing day!!~ :)