25 songs, 25 days #18

Day 18: A song that you love but rarely listen to

I love this song but I rarely or never listen to it. It's a sad song or a ballad. It really hits me hard when I used to listen to it. I would literally cry every time I heard it. This is also from a japanese rock band I used to be a devoted fan to. That's mostly the reason why I rarely or never listen to it. :/ 

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Happy 32nd birthday Ruki

Happy 32nd Birthday Ruki

 Happy 32nd Birthday to this amazing man who has changed or made a huge impact on our lives.  ^^ So, Happy 32nd Birthday to the amazing and one of a kind Takanori Matsumoto! He has always been there for everyone and he always has his own way of expressing himself. He is always chasing after new dreams, ideas, and goals. He is another year older and another year more handsome. ^^;;  We all love him for different reasons, but we all love him because he is always himself no matter what. We love the person that he is and who he has grown to be. He is truly awesome and without him, we wouldn't have the GazettE and their amazing music. We would not have those deep and swirling lyrics that tend to get stuck in our minds. We wouldn't have been introduced to his cute little puppy Koron-chan. Ruki a.k.a Takanori Matsumoto has been one of many reasons why mine and others world's revolve. ^^ I hope you have an awesome birthday Ruki-san! <3 xoxo

Happy 32nd birthday Matsumoto Takanori!

お誕生日おめでとうございます

Have an awesome and RAD birthday amazing and one of a kind vocalist of the GazettE!

Happy Birthday Aoi

Happy 35th birthday Aoi!!!

Wow!! Aoi-san has gotten older but, he still manages to look so handsome! ^^ He is still the bad ass guitarist and the funny and goofy member that we have seen in the past. Over the years, I have noticed that he hasn't changed one bit. The same thing goes for all of the other members of the GazettE. He was actually always the one that I'd look out for to be goofy and make me laugh. I would always watch interviews and backstage stuff to see him act weird. Weird is good in this case. He has always been the one to cheer me up when I was having a bad day. I would watch him act goofy and it would make me feel happy. 

Anyways, back to Aoi, he will always be the goofy, unique, handsome, sexy and lovable guitarist we have all come to know. I hope I get to meet him and the other members one day. Even if it is from a distance, I will always admire him and his eccentricity. He's always himself, whether it be on stage, on camera, or whatever it may be. He will always be an amazing being to me and there's nothing that I would change about this awesome man. Stay awesome, crazy and adorable as you always are Aoi-san!!! <3

Have an amazing and incredible day you goofy and sexy koneko-chan!

We love you Aoi-san, you are so special and unique to us all! You are truly an inspiration to us. 

Stay amazing Aoi a.k.a koneko-chan a.k.a Mt. Fuji 

Otanjoubi omedetougozaimasu!

お誕生日おめでとうございます

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Good bye means forever

Today I would just like to start it off with a small message. As we all know, today is September 11th.

R.I.P to those who have lost their lives on this very day. My heart and thoughts go out to those who have lost a loved one. We will never forget. 

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Now, let us get to the post that I am ready to write.

Recently, I have situated some of my thoughts and feelings. I had found that it's time to officially let go of things and have a fresh start. I am ready to let go of these things forever. I feel that I don't need these things in my life anymore. It is time to say my final farewells and begin anew.

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Here goes...I am officially ready to leave the GazettE fandom for good. I will be leaving all of these things behind. With this fandom brought me pain and unwanted feelings. It also brought along a lot of hate and competition. It's time to say goodbye to the things that hurt me the most. 

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Goodbye the GazettE, we really did have a good run together. I enjoyed all the things you had to give and offer. I appreciate all of the things you had brought into my life. I am so glad you made such beautiful and extraordinary music. You are not the reason why I'm leaving or caused me pain, it was the fandom.

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I want to say goodbye to the fandom. Thank you for actually letting me make a lot of friends. People who actually understood me and didn't judge me. Thank you for letting me make my own loving family out of it. I am leaving you for good because you brought along a lot of pain, hatred, and competition. This fandom has become more of a competition than a family who loves music. That's why I shall say goodbye.

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I am also ready to say goodbye to the one who WAS a BIG influence in my life at the time. You have taught me a lot about myself and those around me. You have taught me to look at things differently. You had taught me to be strong and have a mind of my own. But, also with me liking you brought along A LOT of competition and hatred. It hurt me more than anything to be attacked by those who claim they love you. It ruined my life and the way I felt about you. It brought along a lot of negativity into my life that I never knew I could go through.

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Admiring. loving, and adoring you brought me into a...

Nightmare.

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It's not your fault that any of that had happened but, I feel that it's best to let you go. 

For good this time.

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You had brought a smile to my face but also tears to my eyes and pain in my heart.

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Goodbye...Ruki.

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Goodbye to our 9 lovely years we had together.

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Hello! My new fresh start!!~~~

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Thank you for taking the time to read my farewells. I am feeling a lot better about the changes I am making in my life . I feel like a brand new person, although it still kind of hurts. Why wouldn't it hurt to let go of something that used to mean so much to you? Oh well, I'll learn to get over it. :)

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Have a great day!!!

My Gazefamily

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the GazettE

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Vo. RUKI

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Gt. URUHA

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Gt. AOI

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Bass REITA

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Drums KAI

Top left: Mrs. Ruki (me), bottom left: Mrs. Kai, top right: Mrs. Reita, middle right: Mrs. Aoi, bottom right: Mrs. Uruha

We are the GazettE wifeys. 

They are my Gazefamily and Gazesisters.

I have met these lovely and amazing girls on this social network called Instagram. The first one that I had met was Mrs. Reita, she is close friends with our friend Kamiru. Mrs. Reita, Kamiru, and I were discussing about making a roleplaying page on Facebook. Then, Mrs. Kai came into the conversation and helped us name the group and that's also how I met her. From there, we decided to make the page official! 

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It was such an amazing feeling to make new friends with people that shared the same interests as you. Funny thing is, we all had the same mind sets which is rare for me to find in people. As I would like to quote from Mrs. Kai,

"Great minds think alike."

We all had the same thoughts and interests, it is a great gift to have these girls in my life. I am so unbelievably grateful to have them in my life. <3

Soon after making our official "Jrock Wifey roleplaying page" we gained another member....Mrs. Aoi. She is like the mother of all of us, because she is the oldest out of us. She really is a mother to us because she gives us great advice and she takes care of us. Therefore, we call her "Mama Aoi", she is so sweet, kind-hearted and caring. We can always count on her to be there for us to talk to. :)

After Mrs. Aoi joined our loving little group, I felt that we needed our last member. We were missing a Mrs. Uruha, I felt that we were an incomplete group without that last member. Luckily, Mrs. Kai announced that we needed our last member and someone came through in time. Mrs. Uruha was then introduced to the group, she was so quiet. After I saw her picture, I had a natural urge to call her "Mama Uru". 

I knew right away that our group was perfect and there was nothing that I would change about it. As time passed, we talked to one another almost on a daily basis. We got closer to one another, we bonded and became close friends, sisters and a family. We were going to be this way for as long as we can, forever if we can. No matter what happens, we will always stand by and support one another like a true family should.

I have to admit that here-and-there, we all would have conflict with one another. Then again, what siblings or family doesn't? We have managed to get passed these obstacles by working together. These conflicts have only made us that much more stronger. We not only made us as a group stronger, but also us as individuals. 

Honestly, I love all of these lovely, amazing, and beautiful girls with all of my heart. We are, I have to say, are very much alike to the GazettE. Our bond, connection, friendship and relationship is as strong as theirs. I would like to think that we as a "Gazefamily" and "Gazesisters" are unbreakable. I would hate to see someone try to tear us apart. I honestly, would hate it the most if one of the Gazesisters left.

It would sadden all of us, losing a member would be like losing a piece of your life and heart. We worked so hard to get this far with one another. We technically, "grew up" together as a family and siblings would. Again, who am I to make someone stay if they don't feel they need to? Whatever their decision may be, as a family member and sister, all I can do is say my opinion and support their decisions.

I will always love these girls, whether they decide to leave or stay. I will support them and love them no matter what. If they're happy, I am happy. I think that's all that should matter the most, because I know that they would do the same for me. Also, if they decide to leave, we as a Gazefamily have chosen to NEVER replace them.

We will forever more carry on as the Gazesisters and Gazefamily. Even if we are missing a member, we will carry on for them. We will not ever stop what we are doing for anyone, that's a pledge we have all made to one another as a group. We will ONLY stop if the GazettE does, the GazettE has brought us girls together. We have to thank them for bringing our group together. 

the GazettE is the only reason why we are still standing here together. Without them, we wouldn't have our group and family existing. Thank you so much Gazetto for bringing these girls into my life. We will carry on as long as you do, that is our pledge. We will keep on fighting as long as you guys do!!!

We love you the GazettE!!!

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~Thank you for reading my story about my Gazefamily!! I hope you all have a wonderful and amazing day!!~

Happy 32nd Birthday Reita!!!

Happy Birthday Reita!!!~

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Today I will just be sharing photos of Reita from the GazettE! It's his 32nd birthday!!!~ I just want to say that he is the most awesome bassist that I have ever seen. He is so awesome, cute, sweet, hardcore, and adorable. I will never forget all of the engrish he has been speaking and how much he looks like his parrot/cockatiel named Keiji.

I hope that he has a happy happy birthday!!~

The rock show by Blink 182

One of the songs Reita had as his ringtone on his phone. :D 

FUN FACT!!~

All the small things by Blink 182

Just a song that reminds me of Reita. :)

Bleed it out a Reita fanvid

Another song that makes me think of him. <3

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Even Ahoynateo once had a hairstyle inspired by Reita!!~ :D

I think we all have reasons to love Reita. He is funny, good looking and wants to give off the bad boy attitude. I have to admit, I used to have a HUGE crush on him. I would love to be his close friend, he'd be like a big brother to me. Oh boy, would I love to have an awesome big brother like him!!~ ^^

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HAPPY 32nd BIRTHDAY TO YOU REITA!!!!~ <3

Hope you all enjoyed this post as much as I did!!~

Have a wonderful day!!~ :) <3

Opposites Attract

Today I would like to talk about my "natural" attraction to men with the horoscope/zodiac sign of Aquarius. Just so you know, I am born in the sign of Leo. Aquarius is the complete opposite of Leo, therefore, they both have what the other is missing. Missing pieces of a puzzle as I'd like to say, they complete one another. Also, they can make or break one another, it could also lead to a long lasting relationship or a long lasting friendship.

I would like to start with the first Aquarius that I was attracted to. You may think I'm a crazy fangirl or whatever, but I felt that I was either "infatuated" or "in love" with him. You can think whatever you'd like, judge me, you don't know what I'm feeling. Anyway, let's get to it!!~ The first Aquarius man that I fell head over heels for was Kyo of Dir en grey.

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I have liked Kyo ever since I heard the band Dir en grey when I was 11 years old. Even up until now I still like him, I admire him, he's a big inspiration to me. Dir en grey's music has helped me through really hard times in my life in which I have forgotten about. Kyo has inspired me to be strong and not care what others think about me. He had taught me that you have to love yourself before you can love and care for something else. 

Another BIG thing that Kyo had taught me and Dir en grey as well, is that you should NEVER put up with dishonesty. Whether it be: friends, family, teachers, society...etc. Liars just love to soak themselves in their lies. They enjoy fooling you into thinking whatever, they also love to watch you fall and break. They live a lie everyday and every second of their lives, they don't have lives.

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This is the second Aquarius that I have been attracted to. This man has made me feel so happy and also really sad. My feelings towards him have been nothing but a roller coaster. Yet, I still find ways to fall head over heels for him over and over again. This Aquarius is Ruki of the GazettE.

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I have liked Ruki ever since I was 11 years old up until the present. We have A LOT in common that it isn't even funny. He was born in the year of the dog and so am I!! :) As children, we went through the same exact things, we are also both the youngest siblings. There is just so much that I admire about him, I am very fond of him. 

He is a BIG inspiration to me, his voice and everything about him is very attractive to me. To be honest, I never thought that I would be attracted to him. I thought I was more into the bassist of the GazettE, Reita. Then, suddenly, I saw a video of them live and I felt something for Ruki when I saw him perform. Love at first sight, I guess you can say.

There is just something about him that makes me super happy. Yet, we all know with something good comes something bad...I will not say what it is, but I will say it's a whirlwind of emotions and thoughts. 

"Something that can make you smile, can also be the reason for your tears."

He is that kind of person who has the power to make me feel that way.

There is just that SOMETHING about him that sparks a flame in me.

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This is the third Aquarius that captured my eyes and heart. He reminds me a lot of one of my ex best friend, since they were born on the same day. Anyway, I find him really attractive and he seems like a really great person to be around. He has a "million dollar smile" as he'd like to say and he is really perverted. This man is Byou or Byo of SCREW.

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I have liked Byo ever since I was 14 years old. I don't know what it was about him, but I was suddenly attracted to him. The way he looked, his voice, his personality it was all there. I still like him until this day, every time I look at him my heart just wants to fly away. When I look at him, all I can manage to do is squeal and feel all warm and fuzzy inside. *^^*

He is in fact, very family and friend oriented. He kisses his friends and even shares a hotel room with them. He loves his family, he is the eldest out of his two brothers. He is different, and I think that's what I find attractive about him. He is also successful at what he does and he has a close relationship with his family. That's another thing that I like about him, and also that he's perverted but it's funny. XD

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Now, let's conclude this, I have no idea why I am attracted to Aquarius. It just comes naturally to me, there is just something about them. They give me a feeling that I can't really describe, they can just look at me and steal my heart. There is just something wonderful, amazing and unique about the Aquarius that gets me automatically hooked. This horoscope/zodiac stuff is not rubbish to me, it seems very legitimate and I am willing to follow what it says about Aquarius and Leo.

Thank you for taking the time to read all of this. I really appreciate it.

Have a wonderful day!!~ <3