Gyaru vs. Ulzzang

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Today I would like to address something that has been bothering me for a very long time. The difference between these two fashions. I have noticed that a lot of girls are putting these two fashions together. I don't quite understand why, but it just seems to bother me. There are quite some differences between these two popular Asian fashions. 

Just to clear this out of the way, I do not have anything against either fashion. I actually like and do both. I just want to show the differences between them is all. It just bothers me a lot when people put these two together as if they are exactly the same thing. They are two fashions that are unique in their own ways. Now, let us get to it....shall we?

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Gyaru

Gyaru is a Japanese slang word for "gal". 

The Gyaru style/fashion has subcategories or sub styles. The make up and fashion mostly depends on the style that you are going for. They are also all about the skin tone, hair, nails...etc. Also, Gyaru is not only known as a fashion, it is a lifestyle. A lot of these girls and guys spend a lot of their time and money on their styles.

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Ulzzang or Uljjang

Ulzzang or Uljjang stands for "best face" or "good-looking" also a slang word.

In this fashion, I would like to define it as a "baby face" look. You have to somehow make yourself look flawless like a baby. Big eyes, soft and clear skin and innocence. The fashion I would like to say looks casual, cute, comfortable and trendy. It is a very sweet, natural and playful look.

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I personally think that both fashions are awesome. They have their own unique thing, whether it be the hair, make up, clothes...etc. I like both, I use either one depending on how I'm feeling that day. One thing I know for sure about these two fashions is that they both use circle lenses. Which fashion do you like? 

Hope you enjoyed reading this post!!

Leave a comment of what your favorite fashion is. Ulzzang? Gyaru? Both?

Thank you for reading!!

Have a great bubbly day!!~ 

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Takanori-chan

Today I will be giving you my little story about this little guy named Takanori. Takanori was a 5 month old long haired chihuahua when I got him. Just a sweet little baby, ever since I saw him I was already attached. He stole my heart, he was so cuddly and well behaved. He even woke me up with kisses, such a sweet and precious boy.

This story starts with me wanting a puppy so badly that I didn't care what others thought about it. I didn't even care what my guardians thought, knowing that they didn't want a dog in the house in the first place. I went on craigslist to find this precious baby and contacted the owner. I told her over and over that I was interested in her puppy. She agreed to let me see her puppies and take one of them home in the same day.

I was indeed, very very selfish at this point. I would stop at nothing to have this dog in my life. I would even risk getting my cousin in trouble and myself. When I got the chance to go out with my cousin, I got a call from the owner about the puppy. She wanted to know when I wanted to see the puppies, my cousin and I decided to go immediately. 

After seeing this little boy, I fell in love with him. I decided to take him home even knowing that it was the wrong thing to do. My cousin and I didn't want to leave the little guy in the car so, we took him into the movie theater with us. After the movies, we went to the pet store to get him a collar and leash. Also, his necessities and we were too scared to bring him home so we took him to the park.

It was night when we went to the park and it was kind of chilly. Takanori was getting cold so we decided to sit in the car. After the park, my cousin decided to drop me off, we were planning on how to sneak him into the house. We finally got everything figured out and I got him inside safely without being noticed. I was extremely happy to have brought home a puppy, but also worried that I would get caught.

I then immediately started taking pictures of this cutie and uploading them to instagram. My older sister had seen them and wanted to come over the next day or so to give me a gift. She also wanted to meet this sweet little baby, I was happy to let her. Once she came over, I told her that my guardians didn't know that I had a dog in the house. She then told me that the best thing to do was to tell them.

I knew what I did was wrong and I felt very guilty because of it. It was eating me up inside, even knowing that I promised my cousin I wouldn't say anything. I promised my cousin that I wouldn't say she had anything to do with it. I still felt that the best thing to do was to speak up, knowing that I would have to face my consequences. So, once my aunt came home, I decided to open up and tell her EVERYTHING.

Of course, me being a sensitive person, I cried. My aunt forgave me for showing humility, but she was very disappointed in me for taking such actions. That is very understandable though, so I understood right then that I would have to fix what I had started. My aunt started by asking and hearing both sides of the story. She heard both and became confused and angry, I didn't feel worthy of anything.

Since my relationship with my cousin began to fall apart, I had to ask my older sister to take Takanori back to his owner. Once my sister had come to retrieve him, I had to hear what her and her girlfriend thought about the situation. They were just confused and angry as my aunt was and that made me feel like sh*t, something even lower than dirt. I knew that I had this coming anyway, but it still hurt a great deal. Then again, I had to face my consequences for my actions.

I had no one else to blame but myself. That was the harsh truth and I knew it. This was one of the things that had taught me a lot. About making mistakes, responsibility, humility and even consequences. I even learned about how people take to certain situations. Most of all, I want to apologize to Takanori, he had already been in a house that had rejected him. 

He was sent back to the owner before I even came to get him. I only had him for a night and a day. Then, he was sent back to the owner again, what was I thinking? Making this poor little dog go back and forth and wondering who his real family is. I am so sorry Takanori for putting you through all of that. 

You made me happy, but knowing that I put you through that I feel like a terrible person. You didn't deserve that, I also didn't deserve you. I was too eager to have a puppy that I didn't think about the consequences. It tore my relationships apart and I had become untrustworthy even to my own family. So, I have learned so much just from getting a puppy, I now know to think twice before doing anything.

You may have thought that this story was going to be all soft and sweet. I apologize if it wasn't something that you were expecting. 

"Expect the unexpected..."

I just wanted to share with you the time that I had learned a lot from my mistakes. Also, knowing right from wrong, knowing when to stop. Knowing when you need to stop and think before you do anything.

Thank you for taking the time to read this. 

I apologize if this was not what you were expecting.

I also hope that you do not make the same mistakes I did.

I hope you enjoyed this. :)

Here are some more photos of Taka-chan.

Please enjoy! :)

I miss this baby boy so very much and I lost him because of my stupid actions. 

It was all my fault. 

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I will never ever make the same mistakes again.

I have learned the hard way.

"Learn from your mistakes..."

Have a wonderful and experimental day!!~ 

:)

Song of the month

Don't wake me up by Chris Brown

I chose this song because it's very catchy and I love the whole song. I am also very love struck, so I always get reminded of my crush when I listen to this song. The lyrics are very catchy and so sweet. My crush is always on my mind, I listen to this song all the time. Music really can tell or describe how you're feeling.

The lyrics:

Dearly beloved, if this love only exists in my dreams...don't wake me up. 

Too much light in this window, don't wake me up
Only coffee no sugar, inside my cup
If I wake and you're here still, give me a kiss
I wasn't finished dreaming, about your lips

Don't wake me up, up, up, up up, up 
Don't wake me up
Don't wake me..

Don't wake me up 
Don't wake me up, up, up, up, up, up
Don't wake me up
Don't wake me..

So much life in the city, you won't believe
Been awake for some days now, no time to sleep
If your heart is a pillow, this love's the bed
Tell me what is the music, inside my head


I don't wanna fall, fall, fall, fall asleep no,
I don't wanna fall unless I'm falling for you

I am just so love struck...that's all I can say.

I really do feel that love is in the air, a lot of people I know are finding their "mates" or "partners" per say. I am so happy for them and even myself for finding a guy I am so fond of. Love really is a wonderful thing and I feel that it should never be taken for granted. I also have to say that everything should happen naturally. <3

Okay, well that's enough of my love rambling once AGAIN. That is it for the song of the month. I do recommend you listen to it if you're interested.

Have a sweet loving, heart racing day!!~ <3

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Love at first sight

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I apologize for all of the recent posts about love. I guess I'm just "love struck". I really don't know how to describe how I feel at this point. I actually thought I would never feel this way again. I told myself that I would stay away from this thing called "love" and the feelings that come along with it. 

Recently, I went on a double date and it was my first time meeting this guy. I had a crush on him for quite some time. What I did not know, was that we would be going over to his house. Once we got to his house I wasn't nervous or anything, I just knew I was going to meet him. Once he answered the door and I saw him, my heart just seemed to jump or "skip a beat". 

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The only thing I could think of doing was smile like an idiot. It wasn't the way he looked or the way he smiled back at me, it was something more. Or at least that's what I felt, or would like to think. Now, usually when I meet new people I shake their hand but, with him, without thinking I ended up hugging him. This was also the first time that the person actually hugged me back.

Also, opening up to him was so much easier than I thought. We actually have a lot of interests in common and we had a lot to talk about. The whole day I was laughing and smiling, he made me feel so happy. There was never a dull moment with him, he is also a gentleman. There is just something about this guy that had me hooked from the very beginning.

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I find myself thinking about him a lot, my heart races. I don't want to rush through this, but I don't know how to handle it. I don't even know if it's just an infatuation or love. I definitely felt those "sparks" that people and the movies talk about. He is really different from other guys I have been around.

I also know that he's not ready to be in a serious relationship yet. So, I actually told myself that I would wait for him. He is just that special to me, I even choose him over my sleep. I just can't explain these feelings, I also don't want these feelings to go away. If these feelings are wrong, I would just hate myself so much.

I often go for the "wrong guys", but I don't want him to be that. I also fall very fast and I always end up getting hurt. I have to admit, I am that clinging type, but not desperate. I just want affection and to give affection. He is the only one who actually accepted my affection and given it back.

He is perfection in my eyes.

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I will wait for him.

Alright, I guess that's going to be enough of my love rambling. 

Hope you all enjoyed reading this, if not, that's fine too.

Have a great day!!~

:)

My Gazefamily

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the GazettE

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Vo. RUKI

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Gt. URUHA

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Gt. AOI

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Bass REITA

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Drums KAI

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We are the GazettE wifeys. 

They are my Gazefamily and Gazesisters.

I have met these lovely and amazing girls on this social network called Instagram. The first one that I had met was Mrs. Reita, she is close friends with our friend Kamiru. Mrs. Reita, Kamiru, and I were discussing about making a roleplaying page on Facebook. Then, Mrs. Kai came into the conversation and helped us name the group and that's also how I met her. From there, we decided to make the page official! 

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It was such an amazing feeling to make new friends with people that shared the same interests as you. Funny thing is, we all had the same mind sets which is rare for me to find in people. As I would like to quote from Mrs. Kai,

"Great minds think alike."

We all had the same thoughts and interests, it is a great gift to have these girls in my life. I am so unbelievably grateful to have them in my life. <3

Soon after making our official "Jrock Wifey roleplaying page" we gained another member....Mrs. Aoi. She is like the mother of all of us, because she is the oldest out of us. She really is a mother to us because she gives us great advice and she takes care of us. Therefore, we call her "Mama Aoi", she is so sweet, kind-hearted and caring. We can always count on her to be there for us to talk to. :)

After Mrs. Aoi joined our loving little group, I felt that we needed our last member. We were missing a Mrs. Uruha, I felt that we were an incomplete group without that last member. Luckily, Mrs. Kai announced that we needed our last member and someone came through in time. Mrs. Uruha was then introduced to the group, she was so quiet. After I saw her picture, I had a natural urge to call her "Mama Uru". 

I knew right away that our group was perfect and there was nothing that I would change about it. As time passed, we talked to one another almost on a daily basis. We got closer to one another, we bonded and became close friends, sisters and a family. We were going to be this way for as long as we can, forever if we can. No matter what happens, we will always stand by and support one another like a true family should.

I have to admit that here-and-there, we all would have conflict with one another. Then again, what siblings or family doesn't? We have managed to get passed these obstacles by working together. These conflicts have only made us that much more stronger. We not only made us as a group stronger, but also us as individuals. 

Honestly, I love all of these lovely, amazing, and beautiful girls with all of my heart. We are, I have to say, are very much alike to the GazettE. Our bond, connection, friendship and relationship is as strong as theirs. I would like to think that we as a "Gazefamily" and "Gazesisters" are unbreakable. I would hate to see someone try to tear us apart. I honestly, would hate it the most if one of the Gazesisters left.

It would sadden all of us, losing a member would be like losing a piece of your life and heart. We worked so hard to get this far with one another. We technically, "grew up" together as a family and siblings would. Again, who am I to make someone stay if they don't feel they need to? Whatever their decision may be, as a family member and sister, all I can do is say my opinion and support their decisions.

I will always love these girls, whether they decide to leave or stay. I will support them and love them no matter what. If they're happy, I am happy. I think that's all that should matter the most, because I know that they would do the same for me. Also, if they decide to leave, we as a Gazefamily have chosen to NEVER replace them.

We will forever more carry on as the Gazesisters and Gazefamily. Even if we are missing a member, we will carry on for them. We will not ever stop what we are doing for anyone, that's a pledge we have all made to one another as a group. We will ONLY stop if the GazettE does, the GazettE has brought us girls together. We have to thank them for bringing our group together. 

the GazettE is the only reason why we are still standing here together. Without them, we wouldn't have our group and family existing. Thank you so much Gazetto for bringing these girls into my life. We will carry on as long as you do, that is our pledge. We will keep on fighting as long as you guys do!!!

We love you the GazettE!!!

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~Thank you for reading my story about my Gazefamily!! I hope you all have a wonderful and amazing day!!~

Love Pt. 2

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On Saturday, I went out with my best friend, his girlfriend and his best friend (my date). It was the best day ever, since I have been cooped up inside the house for a long time. It was a double date and I enjoyed every second of it. :3 <3 The day was filled with laughter and love. There are no words to explain how happy I truly am. <3

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I honestly have to say that I believe in this thing called "love at first sight". This was my first time meeting my best friend's best friend (if that makes sense). When I laid eyes on him, I couldn't help but smile and feel my face light up. Usually when I meet new people I would shake hands with them. This time I automatically hugged him without even thinking. 

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It was so easy to talk to him, most of the time when I meet new people I would be extremely shy. With him, I felt so comfortable and confident. We talked about anything and everything, we were laughing most of the time. It feels good to get to know someone new. Also, someone I can share interests with and relate to. 

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I know it seems that I have fallen very quickly for this guy. I just felt an instant attraction to him, it all came naturally. In my eyes, he is pure perfection, I would do anything to make him happy. For example, if he was not ready for a serious relationship I would wait for him. I have very strong feelings for him, I really don't care what others think.

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I really like this guy, I just hope that it will work out in the end. I just can't seem to get him out of my head. Every time I close my eyes I see him and remember everything that happened between us. I just keep smiling and then I start to giggle. I have become that happy little girl that I had remembered being.

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I'll admit, I do fall quite fast for people....but, I had never felt this way about anyone. I'm love struck and got an arrow shot into me by Cupid. I am just so happy right now and I can't hide it. I can't even sleep because he's all I can think about. He really left me with a racing heart and stars in my eyes. lol 

Definitely felt those sparks with him.

I'm sprung.

<3 <3 <3

Have a wonderful and fun loving day!!~