October blog challenge Day 2

Thankful

One thing that I'm very thankful for is my family. My family will always be there for me, well...some of my family members to be precise. Anyways, it's most of my family that will be there for me. :) I'm very thankful for those who stick around. That's one of the most important things that I'm thankful for.

Thank you for taking the time to stop by and reading my post!

See you soon in my next post!!

25 days of blogging Day 23

Day 23:

Your plans for Christmas 2013

I'm so sorry for not posting when I should have. A lot has been going on in my life. Anyways, my Christmas plans was just to be with my family. We didn't really do much, so instead of staying home the whole day I decided to see my cousin and her family. I technically got to spend it with her family and I got to meet her cool boyfriend. So, altogether it was an awesome Christmas. I wouldn't have spent it any other way. ^^

That's it for today's post!!

I hope you stick around until the end!!

Have a great day!!

31 day blog challenge Day 12

Day 12 of the 31 day blog challenge

Day 12: Something that you miss

Things that I miss:

1. I miss seeing both of my parents

2. I miss spending time with my parents

3. I miss my step family

4. I miss my step siblings

5. I miss watching my dad play car games

6. I miss going to the mall or nail salon with my mum

7. I miss my stuffed animals I left with my step sister

8. I miss my Gazefamily

9. I miss spending the night over my cousin's house

10. I miss the snow in Canada

11. I miss my long hip length hair

12. I miss Disneyland and Disney World

That's it for today's challenge!!

I hope you stick around until the end!!

Have an amazing day!!

31 day blog challenge Day 9

Day 9 of the 31 day blog challenge

Day 9: What's on your life list/bucket list?

Things on my bucket list:

1. Go travel the world with friends

2. Have pets

3. Have at least one or two kids

4. Get married

5. Become well known

6. Go on all of the roller coasters around the world

7. See B.A.P live in concert

8. Meet B.A.P

9. Go to a B.A.P fan signing

10. Meet and talk to Yoo YoungJae

11. Go shopping in Shibuya, Tokyo

12. Get a hug from YoungJae

13. Have a party at the Palms in the Playboy penthouse

14. Have my mother move back to the US 

15. Go to the Playboy mansion

16. Go to a house music festival

17. Meet my B.A.P family 

18. Lose the glasses and get contacts

19. Meet my favorite Gyaru models

20. Get a kiss under the mistletoe or on New Years

That's it for today's challenge!!

I hope you stick around until the end!!

Have an amazing day!!

31 day blog challenge Day 3

Day 3 of the 31 day blog challenge

Day 3: What makes you happy?

1. Family because they will always be there for you no matter what.

2. Friends because they are always there for you and always there to cheer you up.

3. Music because it's my way of escape into my own little world.

4. Shopping because I get to buy really cute stuff and it makes me feel good.

5. animals because they are just too darn cute!!!

6. shoes because you need them to walk in and they come in such cute and adorable styles!!

7. dancing because it's my way of exercise and escape.

8. singing because although, I know that I am horrible it makes me feel good.

9. electronics because I love to learn new things and it is a great way to communicate.

10. sleep because even though I sleep in the wee hours of the morning I like the feeling of dreaming.

11. taking pictures because it's a great way to express yourself and show your creativity.

12. My B.A.P family because they always know how to cheer me up and we are always there for one another no matter what.

13. B.A.P because they always find a way to make me smile.

14. Yoo YoungJae because he just makes me feel so high in the sky.

15. Stuffed animals because I have an "addiction" to them...they are just too adorable!!! I can't resist!! >.<

That's it for today's challenge!

I hope you stick around for the rest!

Have an amazing day!!!

My older sister Michi

Today I would like to talk about my unnie (older sister) Michi. To start off, we met early this year or so and we just immediately clicked. She understood me from the very beginning. She never judged me nor did she second guess things about me. She is really one of my best friends and I know that I can run to her when there's something wrong.

I will admit that we have had our share of ups and downs. Then again, what friends don't? These ups and downs have done nothing but bring us closer together and made our friendship that much stronger. Yes, I take full responsibility for hurting her in the past. I will never forget that and I regret it. 

Honestly, I can say that we have always been there for one another. We also have so many things in common that it makes everything so easy to explain. She just gets me, and that's what I like about her. We both have our moments where our sadness and stubbornness gets the best of us. That's when our strength comes in, we help lift one another up. 

We have both been through so much together and it feels like we have known one another for years. I can't tell you how immensely happy I am to have her in my life. We have always told one another how blessed we are to have met. We feel that we were brought into one another's lives for a reason. We are also willing to meet one of these days in which I am happy about. 

I know, it's so crazy to meet so many amazing people online who actually understand you. It's crazy because most of these people who I have met online are people like me. That's why I hold my unnie close to my heart. Unnie, I cannot wait until that amazing day that we get to meet face to face. I just want to say that you are the kind of person who has a truly big heart of gold.

I love how we can learn from one another. I love how we never second one another's decisions. We always support one another and never let people tear us down. We give one another strength and faith. Let us stay this way for the years to come.

Also, don't forget that I will always be by your side no matter what. I made that promise and I am going to keep my word. I promise you that I will make mistakes but, I will learn from them. I am going to try my hardest to avoid hurting you again. I still regret what I had done in the past and I'm truly sorry. 

We have come a long way together, so let's keep fighting!~~~

I want you to know that whenever you're feeling scared, I'll be there right next to you being scared with you. 

I am going to protect you the best way that I can, just like you have done for me.

I also love how we can always find a way to cheer one another up.

You know that I'll always be here to do things for you and make your life easier. :)

Thank you unnie for always being here for me no matter what. There are absolutely no words to say to explain how grateful I am to have a sister like you. You are my best friend and sister and I want to keep growing together. I love how we can always lean on one another. We shall remain as two peas in a far out pod together. 

WE SHALL KEEP...

HWAITING!!~~~

Saranghaeyo!!~~~

Stay strong unnie!!~~~

Love, your dong saeng

My little sister Kati

Today I would like to talk about my dongseng (little sister) Kati. I just have to say that she is so easy to talk to. She is so cheerful every time I talk to her. We have things in common and we always spoil one another. We give one another compliments and we always tell one another how glad we are to have each other. 

Ever since we began talking to one another, we automatically had a "click". I felt close to her already, it was very enjoyable to talk to her. Right off the bat, I called her my little sister because I feel that comfortable with her. She made me feel that I can trust a few people again. We were both also very shy to talk to one another.

Like all of my other B.A.P sisters, she has taught me that I can always find them when I'm down. That we don't have to always do things on our own. She showed me that family means that we do things together. She is the most nicest, precious and fun little sister. I don't know where our B.A.P family would be without her. :)

One of the things that I love about her is that she is a little "unaware" of things at times. 

I love how she is always happy to talk to me.

For some reason, I find that this picture reminds me a lot of her. It's also the first pictures she used to introduce herself. 

Dongseng, I can't wait to meet you one of these days and just joke around with you.

Don't worry sis, I will try my best to keep you on your toes as best as I can. 

Let us remember all of the fun times and memories we create together.

Let's not be afraid to make a fool out of one another when we are together.

Always remember that I will stick by you through whatever.

Another thing that I know you will remember is that...

I will always be here for you no matter what. I also will always love you my dongseng.

This is all I wanted you to know my little sister. <3

I'm so glad that you were brought into our B.A.P family.

We are so glad that you are a part of this cute and precious little family.

We all have your back just as much as you have ours.

Remember: We are B.A.P sisters! Yes Ma'am!

Hahaha!!!~~~

Saranghaeyo!!~~~

My precious little sister!! <3

~Kaeli YouJae~

My older sister Jaehwa

Today I would like to talk about my "older sister" Jaehwa. To be honest, she actually isn't older than me but, she sure acts like it. Ever since I met her I knew right away that we would get along. I knew that she would be as sweet, loving and caring as she is. She is also a great leader, I am inspired by her and I look up to her. 

She is one of these recent friends that I have made and become very close to in such little time. She is already family to me and there's nothing I wouldn't do for her. She also has this "mother-like" trait to her, she wants to take care of us. The way I had been introduced to her was very awesome. There was just something so perfect about it and I liked it a lot.

The way that I was introduced to her, was by my little sister Mina! They have been friends long before I came into the picture. They are two peas in a far out pod and they both make me so happy. I am happy to have both of them in my life. I am so glad that we all became so close and became a family. 

Back to Jaehwa, there are so many qualities about her that just lighten up the mood. She literally is always happy every time I talk to her or video chat with her. There is never a time that I don't see her smiling or laughing. She also has this soft spoken, gentle yet, strong voice to her. I love that I can talk to her about anything and she doesn't judge me.

I feel that I can go to her for anything and she'll be ready to listen and give me advice. She is also a very talented poet, well...so I have heard from Mina. I find that very awesome though because for myself, I find it quite hard to write poems. From my perspective, I think you need a lot of skill and imagination to write poems. I know that she definitely has those things. 

I really do look up to her for her great imagination and leader skills. She inspires me to try my hardest at things and to always keep my head up. She even inspires me to be myself 150% of the time. She helps bring the funny, weirdo and giggly side out of me. She really is the best unnie I could ever ask for in our little family. 

There is no such thing as judgement when we are together. We forget about everything and just live for the moment. Life is too short to be worrying, let's just have fun. We are never alone because we will always have one another. Does she have a heart of gold, I think so.

Unnie, when we are together let's just drop everything and just go crazy.

I promise that I will always be by your side through whatever.

Let us work together to solve problems.

When you, me and Mina actually meet let's promise to make unforgettable memories together.

Unnie, you are silly...

Cool as a cucumber...

ALWAYS shining those pearly whites...

Creative and ambitious...

Most of all....

You are a blessing to your little B.A.P family.

Saranghaeyo!!~~~ Jaehwa <3

Let us take care of one another.

Much love xoxo

Kaeli YouJae

My little sister Mina

Today I would like to talk about a very special person that I had gotten really close to in such a short amount of time. We have so much in common that it is quite scary, but in a good way. We both motivate one another and we even "spoil" or "shower" one another with compliments. She is even there to lift my spirits when I'm in doubt. She is my dong saeng/little sister and she is awesome.

Mina is such a unique and goofy person. Some people may think it's weird, but I find it super funny. She even has the same thoughts and feelings that I do about certain topics. She is very understanding and very caring, when she says something very meaningful and heartfelt she means it. I also love that she is completely honest and isn't judgmental. 

I think that she's a one in a million kind of person and she is very genuine. Ever since I started talking to her, I knew we would get along just fine. What I didn't know, was that we would become so close over such a short time. She already means a lot to me and I feel that I want to take care of her. She is my little sister and I want to help her understand things and be there for her.

Recently, we have been video chatting and staying up late to talk to one another. Once we start talking, we can promise you that we won't stop. Even if we sit in silence for a little while we still enjoy one another's company. We always have something to talk about or laugh about. There is never a dull moment with Mina and I. 

Mina and I are so silly when we talk to each other. I honestly have to say that it's very rare that I find people who are a lot like me. People who can really relate to me or have the same feelings or thoughts towards something. I'm very very grateful that those kinds of people are in my life. Mina is definitely one of those people.

I just want to say that I am so happy that she came into my life. There are no words to say how grateful I am to have such an amazing dong saeng. You really are like family to me now and I will do whatever it takes to make you happy. You can always count on me to be there for you whenever you need me. Don't worry, I will always find ways to keep you on your toes little one. 

I'll still love you even when you get all of the attention.

You can always count on me to be a weirdo with you.

Let us always have one another's backs no matter what.

Saranghaeyo!!~~~

Mina you are the best dong saeng a girl could ever ask for! 

Stay awesome my little Jello Berry!! ^^

<3

~~Your Unnie~~