31 day blog challenge Day 15

Day 15 of the 31 day blog challenge

Day 15: List 10 things that make you awesome

I can honestly say that I don't like to be conceited.

Since this is a part of the challenge, I shall do it.

Let's get started!~

1. I love stuffed animals

2. I love music

3. I love fashion and makeup

4. I love to dance and sing

5. I talk a lot

6. I think a lot

7. I am sometimes the trend setter

8. I am loving, caring, generous, loyal and honest

9. I have my own B.A.P family

10. I am devoted to Yoo YoungJae

That's it for today's challenge!!

I hope you stick around until the end!!

Have an amazing day!!

31 day blog challenge Day 9

Day 9 of the 31 day blog challenge

Day 9: What's on your life list/bucket list?

Things on my bucket list:

1. Go travel the world with friends

2. Have pets

3. Have at least one or two kids

4. Get married

5. Become well known

6. Go on all of the roller coasters around the world

7. See B.A.P live in concert

8. Meet B.A.P

9. Go to a B.A.P fan signing

10. Meet and talk to Yoo YoungJae

11. Go shopping in Shibuya, Tokyo

12. Get a hug from YoungJae

13. Have a party at the Palms in the Playboy penthouse

14. Have my mother move back to the US 

15. Go to the Playboy mansion

16. Go to a house music festival

17. Meet my B.A.P family 

18. Lose the glasses and get contacts

19. Meet my favorite Gyaru models

20. Get a kiss under the mistletoe or on New Years

That's it for today's challenge!!

I hope you stick around until the end!!

Have an amazing day!!

31 day blog challenge Day 3

Day 3 of the 31 day blog challenge

Day 3: What makes you happy?

1. Family because they will always be there for you no matter what.

2. Friends because they are always there for you and always there to cheer you up.

3. Music because it's my way of escape into my own little world.

4. Shopping because I get to buy really cute stuff and it makes me feel good.

5. animals because they are just too darn cute!!!

6. shoes because you need them to walk in and they come in such cute and adorable styles!!

7. dancing because it's my way of exercise and escape.

8. singing because although, I know that I am horrible it makes me feel good.

9. electronics because I love to learn new things and it is a great way to communicate.

10. sleep because even though I sleep in the wee hours of the morning I like the feeling of dreaming.

11. taking pictures because it's a great way to express yourself and show your creativity.

12. My B.A.P family because they always know how to cheer me up and we are always there for one another no matter what.

13. B.A.P because they always find a way to make me smile.

14. Yoo YoungJae because he just makes me feel so high in the sky.

15. Stuffed animals because I have an "addiction" to them...they are just too adorable!!! I can't resist!! >.<

That's it for today's challenge!

I hope you stick around for the rest!

Have an amazing day!!!

My older sister Michi

Today I would like to talk about my unnie (older sister) Michi. To start off, we met early this year or so and we just immediately clicked. She understood me from the very beginning. She never judged me nor did she second guess things about me. She is really one of my best friends and I know that I can run to her when there's something wrong.

I will admit that we have had our share of ups and downs. Then again, what friends don't? These ups and downs have done nothing but bring us closer together and made our friendship that much stronger. Yes, I take full responsibility for hurting her in the past. I will never forget that and I regret it. 

Honestly, I can say that we have always been there for one another. We also have so many things in common that it makes everything so easy to explain. She just gets me, and that's what I like about her. We both have our moments where our sadness and stubbornness gets the best of us. That's when our strength comes in, we help lift one another up. 

We have both been through so much together and it feels like we have known one another for years. I can't tell you how immensely happy I am to have her in my life. We have always told one another how blessed we are to have met. We feel that we were brought into one another's lives for a reason. We are also willing to meet one of these days in which I am happy about. 

I know, it's so crazy to meet so many amazing people online who actually understand you. It's crazy because most of these people who I have met online are people like me. That's why I hold my unnie close to my heart. Unnie, I cannot wait until that amazing day that we get to meet face to face. I just want to say that you are the kind of person who has a truly big heart of gold.

I love how we can learn from one another. I love how we never second one another's decisions. We always support one another and never let people tear us down. We give one another strength and faith. Let us stay this way for the years to come.

Also, don't forget that I will always be by your side no matter what. I made that promise and I am going to keep my word. I promise you that I will make mistakes but, I will learn from them. I am going to try my hardest to avoid hurting you again. I still regret what I had done in the past and I'm truly sorry. 

We have come a long way together, so let's keep fighting!~~~

I want you to know that whenever you're feeling scared, I'll be there right next to you being scared with you. 

I am going to protect you the best way that I can, just like you have done for me.

I also love how we can always find a way to cheer one another up.

You know that I'll always be here to do things for you and make your life easier. :)

Thank you unnie for always being here for me no matter what. There are absolutely no words to say to explain how grateful I am to have a sister like you. You are my best friend and sister and I want to keep growing together. I love how we can always lean on one another. We shall remain as two peas in a far out pod together. 

WE SHALL KEEP...

HWAITING!!~~~

Saranghaeyo!!~~~

Stay strong unnie!!~~~

Love, your dong saeng

Get well soon Kati

I would just like to say Get well soon to my dongseng Kati!!! 

She has recently caught a cold.

So, today's post will be dedicated to her!!!

Saranghaeyo Kati!!~~~~ <3

I totally want to be entertaining my sister right now. I even told her that I wanted to take good care of her. I even want to give her a big bear hug right now even knowing that she's sick. I want to be the best unnie I could be for her. I even want to ship Jonguppie in a box to her. ^///^

She knows I will be right by her side through anything because she means just that much to me. <3

I have a feeling that we can definitely accomplish a lot if we are together. <3

I may embarrass her here and there and she may feel uncomfortable being right next to me. Just kidding, I highly doubt she will. But, I know that she will still love me no matter how awkward I get.

I think that even with both of us sitting in the same room with silence we would still have an awesome time!!

I love you so much little sis!!!!

Please get better soon!!~~~ <3

Saranghaeyo Moon Kati!!~~~ <3

Fighting!!~~~

love,

Kaeli YouJae

<3

xoxo

My little sister Kena

Today I would like to talk about my sweet little sister Kena. I honestly was afraid to talk to her at first, I thought that we would have conflict and she would judge me. After gaining the courage to talk to her, I found that there was nothing to be scared about. She was very soft spoken, we still need to warm up to each other a little more. She seems like a wonderful girl and very bright, I feel that I want to be there for her.

There are times when she feels that she is going to be kicked out of a group. She feels really bad for being forgetful and she feels that people will be upset with her. I feel that I want to help her and lift her up when she is feeling this way. Honestly, I feel that no one should ever feel that way. I want to let her know that I want to be here for her and be someone she can count on. 

All I want to do is see her smile and make her feel that there's nothing to be afraid of. I want to be that person who will always be there to listen to her, someone she can run to when she is in need of someone. She is a very nice girl from what I can tell. The girl I have come to know so far, is someone with talent and friendly. I still have more to know about her and I am willing to do whatever it takes to make her feel safe.

Let us learn from one another, and never give up on one another

Little sister, I just want to let you know that I'm always here for you.

Let's not be afraid to tell each other how we feel and listen to one another.

I want to be here for you and pick you up when you're feeling down.

Let's be here for each other no matter what.

Can we be goofy together when we get the chance to meet?

Little sister, I will always be here for you...whenever you should need me.

Same goes for the rest of our B.A.P family.

We will always be here for you.

We love you Kena.

<3

To my lovely little sister

Kena

~Kaeli YouJae~

My little sister Kati

Today I would like to talk about my dongseng (little sister) Kati. I just have to say that she is so easy to talk to. She is so cheerful every time I talk to her. We have things in common and we always spoil one another. We give one another compliments and we always tell one another how glad we are to have each other. 

Ever since we began talking to one another, we automatically had a "click". I felt close to her already, it was very enjoyable to talk to her. Right off the bat, I called her my little sister because I feel that comfortable with her. She made me feel that I can trust a few people again. We were both also very shy to talk to one another.

Like all of my other B.A.P sisters, she has taught me that I can always find them when I'm down. That we don't have to always do things on our own. She showed me that family means that we do things together. She is the most nicest, precious and fun little sister. I don't know where our B.A.P family would be without her. :)

One of the things that I love about her is that she is a little "unaware" of things at times. 

I love how she is always happy to talk to me.

For some reason, I find that this picture reminds me a lot of her. It's also the first pictures she used to introduce herself. 

Dongseng, I can't wait to meet you one of these days and just joke around with you.

Don't worry sis, I will try my best to keep you on your toes as best as I can. 

Let us remember all of the fun times and memories we create together.

Let's not be afraid to make a fool out of one another when we are together.

Always remember that I will stick by you through whatever.

Another thing that I know you will remember is that...

I will always be here for you no matter what. I also will always love you my dongseng.

This is all I wanted you to know my little sister. <3

I'm so glad that you were brought into our B.A.P family.

We are so glad that you are a part of this cute and precious little family.

We all have your back just as much as you have ours.

Remember: We are B.A.P sisters! Yes Ma'am!

Hahaha!!!~~~

Saranghaeyo!!~~~

My precious little sister!! <3

~Kaeli YouJae~