Song of the month

This month's song is....

Hurricane by B.A.P!!!!

The MV was actually just released today at 12pm KST but in Las Vegas was 8pm.

Yes, I said Las Vegas because I live here. Sad thing is, I didn't know that they were even here filming their MV. That makes me sad because I honestly could have seen them. Anyways, I am just happy to know that they were here and I could go and walk around the same areas. I can go to any of those places anytime and just smile, knowing they were there.

I chose this song as "Song of the month" because I love B.A.P!!! I also love that they really live up to their name. Each and every one of their songs is amazing. Also, each and every member has their own talent and they work so well together. Lastly, because I heard Himchan say, "The LOOF is on FIYA." 

Handsome DaeDae

My one and only spiffy bias YoungJae

The ever so talented LTE rapper and dancer baby Zelo

The man behind "The LOOF is on FIYA" Himchan 

 Yongguk shouting out cities

The definition of SWAG...Jongup

Here are the lyrics to Hurricane.

Yeah B.A.P Let’s Go

Ready to fly, You and I

Everyone up and down

Scream out loud, go crazy, roller coaster ride

Hold your hands up in the air, you know? How we go

We gotta break it down, break it down

feelin’ good tonight

A dazzling shining star

(I wanna baby I wanna baby)

Boys that go around the world, up in the sky

Holding and releasing the world in our hands, shall we shake it up?

We hurricane we hurricane

we hurricane hurricane 

I’m a hurricane

Radio, TV, News, wherever it is, everyone’s watching over

(Spread like a lethal virus)

Asia, US, Korea, Euro, South America

(A loud cheering is heard in the night)

The roof, the roof, the roof is on fire

The roof, the roof, the roof is on fire

Seoul, Tokyo n New York City

Beijing, Hong Kong, Berlin

I guess, I gotta feeling

The place that calls me is the killer stage

Keep that modest behavior aight?

The growing spectrum I say ‘La la la la la’ (Yolo!)

The road that we’re going on right now is

the rhythm that K-pop is newly going on

We’re real, we know how to play around

We ride the frogs in a well and fly

From traditional Korean music to rock and black soul

We absorb it all, we’re awake

A spectrum that grows immensely, we say

Holding and releasing the world in our hands, shall we shake it up?

We hurricane we hurricane

we hurricane hurricane 

I’m a hurricane

Radio, TV, News, wherever it is, everyone’s watching over

(Spread like a lethal virus)

Asia, US, Korea, Euro, South America

(A loud cheering is heard in the night)

The world is mine, till we both shine

Turn It Up Now, Burn It Up Now

Grab The Mic & Shout Out To You Now

Turn It Up Now, Burn It Up Now

Grab The Mic & Shout Out To You!

We’re Hurricane, We’re Hurricane

We’re Hurricane, Hurricane

I’m A Hurricane, We’re Hurricane

I hope you enjoyed this month's song!!!

Let your day be like a roller coaster ride!!

<3

My little sister Mina

Today I would like to talk about a very special person that I had gotten really close to in such a short amount of time. We have so much in common that it is quite scary, but in a good way. We both motivate one another and we even "spoil" or "shower" one another with compliments. She is even there to lift my spirits when I'm in doubt. She is my dong saeng/little sister and she is awesome.

Mina is such a unique and goofy person. Some people may think it's weird, but I find it super funny. She even has the same thoughts and feelings that I do about certain topics. She is very understanding and very caring, when she says something very meaningful and heartfelt she means it. I also love that she is completely honest and isn't judgmental. 

I think that she's a one in a million kind of person and she is very genuine. Ever since I started talking to her, I knew we would get along just fine. What I didn't know, was that we would become so close over such a short time. She already means a lot to me and I feel that I want to take care of her. She is my little sister and I want to help her understand things and be there for her.

Recently, we have been video chatting and staying up late to talk to one another. Once we start talking, we can promise you that we won't stop. Even if we sit in silence for a little while we still enjoy one another's company. We always have something to talk about or laugh about. There is never a dull moment with Mina and I. 

Mina and I are so silly when we talk to each other. I honestly have to say that it's very rare that I find people who are a lot like me. People who can really relate to me or have the same feelings or thoughts towards something. I'm very very grateful that those kinds of people are in my life. Mina is definitely one of those people.

I just want to say that I am so happy that she came into my life. There are no words to say how grateful I am to have such an amazing dong saeng. You really are like family to me now and I will do whatever it takes to make you happy. You can always count on me to be there for you whenever you need me. Don't worry, I will always find ways to keep you on your toes little one. 

I'll still love you even when you get all of the attention.

You can always count on me to be a weirdo with you.

Let us always have one another's backs no matter what.

Saranghaeyo!!~~~

Mina you are the best dong saeng a girl could ever ask for! 

Stay awesome my little Jello Berry!! ^^

<3

~~Your Unnie~~

Happy Fourth of July

Happy Birthday 'Merrrriiiicccaa!!! :D

Well, today was a great one. It started off with my family and I staying at the Excalibur for a night.

By the way, I am a resident here in Las Vegas so it was easy for us to get a room and to get there. So, we stayed the night there and the next morning we went out to the pool. It was super hot today, I even got a tan, which I so badly didn't want. Although, I have to admit everything was good today. Hope you all had a great one too.

After swimming, my family and I decided it was time to go home. Once we got home a lot of us just went straight to sleep. We were all worn out, the heat and the activities really took a toll on us. It was all worth it in the end though, I am so grateful for my family being able to do things like this. Although the downside was that our house was so hot and not very pleasant to come home to.

Another downside was that I had to study all night for my ever so important final exam for summer school. All while the beautiful and loud fireworks were going off. As soon as I was finished studying around 10:30 pm, I got up to see the fireworks but they were already finishing up. As some of them were finishing I would hear the fireworks go off and I would go over to see them and they were gone.

It was practically trolling me. Every time I would look away they would go off, then I would get up to see them and they would disappear. This year was not the kind of Fourth of July I was picturing, but at least I got to be with the family. Even though, I would have liked some more time to see the fireworks. Last year, I saw them with my cousins and we were right underneath them and it was the best experience ever. 

Back to reality, let's just hope that I pass my final exam. u__u *sigh* Life can really be good or a pain in the ass.

I hope you all had a wonderful day!!!

Thanks for reading.

Have another great day!!!

No turning back/changing

Today I would like to talk about the feelings and thoughts that I've been having lately. Ever since I have decided to depart from a group I had created I had been feeling like an open wound. Fresh, open, and vulnerable. I have been over thinking, hurting myself with these thoughts, and noticing a change in myself and others as well. I feel that I am losing those who once meant a lot to me.

Right now, nothing, absolutely nothing makes sense to me.

Blessed with a curse by Bring me the Horizon

I am actually at the point right now where I want to begin to keep a distance. A distance from those who were close, those who caused or cause me pain and those who choose to forget me. I think that at this point, I just need time to myself. No more conversing about fantasies and no more making acquaintances with those who converse about fantasies. I am just so confused and thrown into a whirlwind.

I guess that me distancing myself from everyone will be a good thing. It gives me time to myself and more time for those people to find new things. I have noticed that over these past years, a lot of peoples' lives have become better without me in it. Sometimes, I think that I was just made to be alone majority of the time. I feel that I am a burden to those who have become close to me.

I also feel that once we get close to the fire we get burnt. After getting burnt, we never want to go near it again. Yet, that experience and feeling of getting burnt gets engraved in our minds. Although, there's nothing to change about what happened because it left a scar. Sooner or later it will heal and we will learn new things from that past experience.

What I'm trying to say is that I'm prepared to face these changes in my life. I am ready to move on, and ready to grow up. I am ready to forget all of this and become a better me. It may not be beneficial to those around me but, if it benefits me I'm fine with that. I am ready to face reality and find something new to chase after.

In life, there will always be ups and downs, there is absolutely no way to avoid it. You make mistakes but you learn from them. These challenges and changes in our lives can only make us that much stronger. I am still learning, but I am also willing to put up with mine and other consequences. I have also learned that now, I am practically an adult and I need to take full responsibility for whatever happens.

There will be no more blaming on others.

I am definitely feeling way better after babbling this. I feel like a "brand new" me! Yes, change feels good right now. It feels good to do things for myself once in a while. This is a big step for me, I do feel very mature at the moment. haha! I am a girl slowly turning into a young lady.

I will like to end this somehow, on a positive note. To those who caused me pain, thank you, you have made me that much stronger and mature. To those who became close to me, thank you for letting me be myself and learning to trust people. To those who have chosen to forget me, thank you for giving me memories. To those who want to cause me pain, I don't care what you do, life is life, it's gonna suck sometimes but, I won't let you get to me. 

We all have to learn to deal with whatever life throws at us.

POWER by B.A.P

Thanks for reading! Hope you enjoyed it!! I'm very sorry if this post does not make a lot of sense. I was just going with whatever my mind was telling me.I apologize for it not being to your liking. 

Good night world!!!