October blog challenge Day 10

10 things not many people know about you

1 - I used to self harm

2 - I dated all kinds of races

3 - I ate my first eel when I took my first trip to Shanghai, China

4 - I actually love to be a clean and organized person

5 - I have been bullied all through my school years up until now as an adult :/

6 - I love to wear wigs

7 - I am a nail biter

8 - I have ADHD, anxiety and depression

9 - I have deja vu occur very often

10 - I'm bisexual :)

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♡Happy 20th birthday to me♡

Oh my goodness!!! I can't believe that I'm actually 20 years old today! I knew I wasn't going to be 19 forever. XD But, it's just crazy to think and know that I'm an adult now. I'm not in or related to the "-teens" anymore! My life is just starting and there are new possibilities and dreams over the horizon! I feel like a new and improved version of me today! :D 

I also want to apologize for not posting for so long. A lot has been going on in my life. There was also not much for me to blog about. Well, I honestly jad nothing in mind that's why. ^^;; I really do apologize for that. 

Anyways, the day before yesterday...my cousin came over and spent the night. We hadn't had a sleepover in a while. It was fun to catch up with her and just live in the moment with her. That night, while she was here...we decided to dye our hair. I'll show you my new hair in a bit. ^^ But, that took us until 12 am to do. Then, we stayed up until 2 and then we went to sleep. :P 

Yesterday, we wanted to go out and do something for my early birthday present since she wouldn't be able to celebrate it with me today. So, her boyfriend offered to come and pick us up and take us somewhere. First, we went and ran some important errands that I needed to get done. Then, we drove down to the "Fashion Show Mall". Let me tell you, it was hell trying to find a parking space in the garage on a weekday! xc Well, once we finally found a spot...we went inside and walked around to a few stores. We were just browsing since money is something we have to pay attention to. Honestly, everything looked too damn expensive to us. So, the result of that...we would sit there contemplating. XD Anyways, we decided to go to "Zumiez" then we spent most of our time in there. We also ended up buying stuff there. My cousin bought two Stussy pull overs. I bought a  Stussy tank top and baseball style Stussy shirt. ^^ I am actually happy with my purchases. :3 

Lastly, my stomach was hurting and making me feel uncomfortable all day. We also ended our day by having a nice dinner with Laotian food with my grandparents. ^^ Then, I had to do some chores and now I'm lying down in bed at 2 am typing this post up. All while listening to "Standing Still" by U-Kiss on my iPod. Well, that's it for me and my updates to you! My eyes are burning I'm gonna head off to bed now! Good night world that I have been brought into on this amazing day! :D 

 

31 day blog challenge

Today I will begin the 31 Day Blog Challenge!!!

Day 1: Self Portrait and 5 random facts about myself

1. I am naturally attracted to Asian Aquarius men.

2. I HATE math with a burning passion.

3. I have a habit of biting my lip.

4. I get overly excited and sometimes I tend to hit people.

5. I am a carnivore.

That's it for today's challenge!

I hope you stick around for the rest!

Have an awesome day!

My birthday part 2

Hello everyone!!! As you know, today is my birthday and I didn't really want to do much. I woke up early to my phone going off with a whole lot of birthday wishes. I had so many today that it made me feel so good that I wanted to cry. I never had so much love before, so it really made today good. But, there's a slight down side that I will tell you about.

I was getting ready after eating lunch, my best friend and I had plans to hang out at the mall for my birthday. Next thing I do, is I text her telling her to let me know when she's ready to get me. She tells me that she doesn't know if we are able to hang out. I'm not mad or anything but, I felt disappointed even knowing that there was nothing I could do. So, I was left doing nothing but watch tv and eat all day.

I was honestly all dressed up for nothing, this feels like the rest of all my other birthdays in the past. :( Although, I am just happy for all of the birthday wishes I had been given and all of the people who talked to me today. I was just a happy couch potato today, and constantly listening to B.A.P all day. There was another disappointment though, my own mother didn't bother to say Happy Birthday to me. Ugh....At least my father did, that makes me sad.

The really awesome and exciting thing that I had seen tonight is the yellow full moon!

Right now, I am currently watching Catfish: the TV show awaiting the new episode. I am all bundled up in my blankets and I might go to sleep early. I honestly love sleep, but my body always seems to want to stay awake. So, some nights I sit in bed fighting to get to sleep. I would like to end this post by saying I'm so grateful for another day to be alive. :)

There you go! 

That was how my day went.

Hope you all had a wonderful day!

Have a great night!!

Much love xoxo

Kaeli YouJae

Growing up

Hello!!! Today I would like to just show you pictures of me throughout the years. I guess I can say that I've "changed" or "matured". I went through a lot of "phases" and a lot of crap. Then again, what human doesn't? I would like to say that a lot of my changes were for the best. 

The changes in my life had only made me stronger.

Please enjoy my selfies. 

(They will be going from oldest to most recent)

Another reason why I brought up me growing up is because my birthday is coming up. My goal is to become a better me, to be more responsible, and to become a young lady I was blessed to be. I also want to be truly happy in which I am almost there. I want to meet the people I have become quite close to and earn my own money. I want to be successful for myself and for my loved ones.

I want to be the best that I can be for myself and for those who love and care for me.

I will forever be....

FIGHTING!!!~~~

Have a great day!!!

~Kaeli YouJae~