Happy 32nd Birthday to this amazing man who has changed or made a huge impact on our lives. ^^ So, Happy 32nd Birthday to the amazing and one of a kind Takanori Matsumoto! He has always been there for everyone and he always has his own way of expressing himself. He is always chasing after new dreams, ideas, and goals. He is another year older and another year more handsome. ^^;; We all love him for different reasons, but we all love him because he is always himself no matter what. We love the person that he is and who he has grown to be. He is truly awesome and without him, we wouldn't have the GazettE and their amazing music. We would not have those deep and swirling lyrics that tend to get stuck in our minds. We wouldn't have been introduced to his cute little puppy Koron-chan. Ruki a.k.a Takanori Matsumoto has been one of many reasons why mine and others world's revolve. ^^ I hope you have an awesome birthday Ruki-san! <3 xoxo
Happy 32nd birthday Matsumoto Takanori!
お誕生日おめでとうございます
Have an awesome and RAD birthday amazing and one of a kind vocalist of the GazettE!
Recently, I had received a message from my home school counselor and found out that I was withdrawn from it. I was horrified when I heard the news, then again, I honestly blame the school because they had changed everything around this year. Nothing was easy this year as it was the last. I am actually very disappointed in that, but I'm also very disappointed in myself. Why? You might ask. Well, because I wasn't able to push myself as much as I expected from myself. I feel as though I had let down myself and my whole family. Feeling like you've let yourself down is the worst because it's yourself who knows yourself better than anyone.
What really frustrates me though, is that no one really wants to try and put themselves in my shoes to understand why I did what I did. They don't want to know how some things are difficult for me to process, and why it might have come to this. Everyone is expected so much from me so I feel really pressured and at most times misunderstood. I honestly am "the runt" or "the black sheep" out of the kids in my family. All of the kids that are older than me have graduated and are on their own, living their lives. The younger ones are even doing better than me. Then there's me, the one who doesn't know what to do, where I'm going in life, how I'm going to get places and it's just a giant mess. It makes me have so much anxiety just thinking about it. Sometimes I even think that I may be a dead beat or something like that or near it.
Then again, my optimism, faith and hope comes in to save me a little bit. I always know that there are ways to get through this and also that there are always going to be lessons to learn every day throughout our lives. I am going to learn to get pass this and see what this is going to teach me. This is probably one of those moments where I find someway to overcome this and become a better and stronger person. It's not all about blaming and being disappointed in the end. It's about falling and picking yourself up, brushing yourself off and carrying on forward. There's always going to be a light at the end of the tunnel and as long as you have your faith, hopes and dreams you can make it.
I'm going to get through my disappointment because as long as I know that he has a special path and plan for me, I should carry on with my head held up. I will learn from this obstacle and I will smile as I find the right path and make my way to my goals and dreams. Over all of my past mistakes and disappointments I have learned to be quite cheerful and optimistic and to have faith in things because life is sometimes too short to be down. I always try to please everyone around me because seeing them happy makes me happy. When it comes to making myself happy, it's being with others who are happy. I practically just repeated myself but, I think you will understand in the end. ^^ So, I guess the whole lesson for me here, is that disappointments can turn into your drive and optimism for success.
Thank you for taking the time to read this post!
I do hope this inspires you to carry on and have faith!
Happy birthday Yoo YoungJae! I hope you have a wonderful and amazing day! Today is the day to celebrate the day that you were brought into this world. The day that you made your family happy and the day a beautiful singer like you was born to be a star. You were born to make B.A.P complete, to make your beautiful voice shine through, and to make us BABYz happy and swoon over how handsome you have become. You are truly talented and so charismatic. You always put your heart and soul into everything that you do. You always give us and the world 110% of what you have. You are so handsome, smart, talkative, cheerful, lovable and caring. You are truly an amazing person and we are so glad to be a part of your life. You make all of our lives that much more worth it. ^^ Happy 20th birthday Yoo YoungJae! <3
Have an amazing and adventurous day.
YoungJae oppa, you are finally another year older and another year more handsome and talented. We will always be fighting right beside you.
Wow!! Aoi-san has gotten older but, he still manages to look so handsome! ^^ He is still the bad ass guitarist and the funny and goofy member that we have seen in the past. Over the years, I have noticed that he hasn't changed one bit. The same thing goes for all of the other members of the GazettE. He was actually always the one that I'd look out for to be goofy and make me laugh. I would always watch interviews and backstage stuff to see him act weird. Weird is good in this case. He has always been the one to cheer me up when I was having a bad day. I would watch him act goofy and it would make me feel happy.
Anyways, back to Aoi, he will always be the goofy, unique, handsome, sexy and lovable guitarist we have all come to know. I hope I get to meet him and the other members one day. Even if it is from a distance, I will always admire him and his eccentricity. He's always himself, whether it be on stage, on camera, or whatever it may be. He will always be an amazing being to me and there's nothing that I would change about this awesome man. Stay awesome, crazy and adorable as you always are Aoi-san!!! <3
Have an amazing and incredible day you goofy and sexy koneko-chan!
We love you Aoi-san, you are so special and unique to us all! You are truly an inspiration to us.
Recently, or should I say last night, a girl had commented on one of my pictures on Instagram and she said, "My sister and I ship you with Youngjae ^.^". My reaction to this was a big smile and covering my face with my hands. That had made my night and made me feel so happy. So many people have told me this, and it makes me feel so happy and bashful for some reason. She had also said, "Lol you're so welcome ^.^ you guys would be so perfff OuO". Aiiiggggooooo~~~ <3 This person had just made my day and all of my friends and others who have told me the same thing. I honestly never thought that I looked good with him but, I guess I'm growing into it. If that makes sense. ^^;;
I was so happy after hearing what that girl had said that I even started coming up with shipping names. ^^ The first ones were based off of a nickname I had given to myself and Youngjae's fandom. I'm a "Milkshake" and he's a "Brainbox", therefore I came up with: Milkbox and my friend came up with Brainshake. The other two were just based off of our names put together like the regular shipping names. I came up with "KaeJae" and "JaeKae". I let my friends look through them and one of them said that they really liked KaeJae. So, there we have it! KaeJae is the shipping name!!! Woo hoo~~~!!!! Fighting~~!!!
Omo ~ I honestly made these shipping pictures just for fun. I didn't think I looked good next to him so I never posted these anywhere until now. So, I guess now the whole world will be able to see them. I don't care what anyone says, I'm happy and that's all that matters to me. I hope you enjoy some of these KaeJae pictures!! ^^
Credit to my dongsaeng Mina Choi
Kaeli and YoungJae
KaeJae
I guess I can now say that I ship myself with Yoo YoungJae <3
Here's a song to start the new year and first month of the new year!
"A love like war" by All Time Low ft. Vic Fuentes from Pierce the Veil
The main reason why I had chosen this song is because it's so catchy. The rhythm and beat and even the vocals. I actually like how Vic's voice really compliments All Time Low's sound and Alex's voice. I love both All Time Low and Pierce the Veil, so seeing them somehow collab it made my life! ^^ It's just an awesome song and even the lyrics are too! So, please take a listen and read the lyrics!
Lyrics
"A Love Like War"
(feat. Vic Fuentes of Pierce The Veil)
Make a wish on our sorry little hearts
Have a smoke, pour a drink, steal a kiss in the dark
Fingernails on my skin like the teeth of a shark
I'm intoxicated by the lie
In the chill of your stare I am painfully lost
Like a deer in the lights of an oncoming bus
For the thrill of your touch I will shamefully lust
As you tell me we're nothing but trouble
Heart's on fire tonight
Feel my bones ignite
Feels like war, war
Feels like war, war
Heart's on fire tonight
Feel my bones ignite
Feels like war, war
Feels like war, war
We go together or we don't go down at all
We go together or we don't go down at all
We go together or we don't go down at all, whoa
Fail-safe trigger, lock-down call
Wipe the dry clean-slate, quick, sound the alarm
No escape from the truth and the weight of it all
I am caught in the web of a lie
And the bitch of it all is that I'm running from
The desire of the people to whom I belong
At the end of the day you can tell me I'm wrong
'Cause you went to all of this trouble
Heart's on fire tonight
Feel my bones ignite
Feels like war, war
Feels like war, war
Heart's on fire tonight
Feel my bones ignite
Feels like war, war
Feels like war, war
We go together or we don't go down at all
We go together or we don't go down at all
We go together or we don't go down at all, whoa
(Let's go!)
Heart's on fire tonight
Feel my bones ignite
It feels like war (it feels like war)
Love feels like war (love feels like war)
Heart's on fire tonight
Feel my bones ignite
Feels like war, war
Feels like war, war
Heart's on fire tonight
Feel my bones ignite
Love feels like war, war
Feels like war, war
(one more time!)
We go together or we don't go down at all
We go together or we don't go down at all
We go together or we don't go down at all, whoa
Is this the end of us or just the means to start again?
Thanks to Tom for adding these lyrics.
Thanks to okrayan, Jess, Zoe Marie, Shannon, Jessica for correcting these lyrics.
