I hope that you have a wonderful and amazing day! I also hope that your day is filled with joy, laughter, love and some of your dreams coming true. You are a very special and unique individual. You are also beautiful on the inside and out. You are also very caring and loving towards others and you bring joy to those around you. Even though, us as sisters we have had our ups and downs, we still have been by one another's side no matter what. I couldn't have asked for such an amazing and better sister in this world. You are truly a blessing to your loved ones and close friends alike. You know that we are all here for you whenever you should need us. We have one another's backs no matter the circumstances. You are not only my best friend but you are also my sister and I have always told you that. I have continued to tell you this because it's true. I hope that you will see the beauty and uniqueness that we see in you. Whatever pulls you down, just remember that you can always pick yourself up and try again and do your very best the next time. You are a strong young lady and there's nothing that you can't do. Once you put your mind to it, you can do anything.
Saranghaeyo Kiseoppie/dongsaeng!!!
Have a very happy birthday and know that I'm always going to be here for you and vice versa. ^^
As most of you may know, The Walking Dead had returned last night at 9. Oh my goodness!!! This episode was so intense and took so many turns, I can't wait for the next episodes! This season is crazy!!! A lot of the things that were happening had to do with things from the past. It made so much sense and I just think that everything is going to have twists and turns for the rest of the season.
It honestly was one of the best episodes! I can't wait to see Daryl though!! I'm just too excited for the next episodes! *cries* ; m ; The Walking Dead brings so much happiness into my life. I love my ZAMBIES and DARYL DIXON a.k.a NORMAN REEDUS. <3 My girlfriend and I love zombies and gory disturbing things so this fits right in for the both of us. ^^
Anyways, on to the funny part...
The 104 oz. can of pudding that made it's debut in The Walking Dead with Carl!
#Pudding
Got to appreciate the small things! LOL
Carl and dat pudding...Just sayin'
The more that I think about it though, I guess I just liked this episode for the damn pudding! Also, I forgot to include that there were zombie pets involved and a missing shoe. Carl had turned into Cinderella and the zombie has his shoe. Maybe the zombie ate his shoe? Whoa. Will he get it back? Will he try to get it back? Or will he travel without it?
Happy birthday moon baby! You are so adorable and so talented. We all love you because you never lose touch with who you are. Same goes for the other members. But, you have a unique way of saying things and getting your point across. It's very cute because it makes total sense to you and not to us. We love how you are a 4D kind of person. We may not be on the same level with you but, we will always adore you and love you for who you are. I honestly, would love to have you as a little brother. It's possible that we could be on the same level with each other because I have been known to say things that made sense to me but no one else. You are my moon baby and I enjoy being a little 4D with you! I hope you have an amazing day! You have grown up so fast, and become such a handsome young man. I am so proud of the young man/moon baby you have become. I am also proud of the fact that you can hit high notes now and how amazing and unique your dancing is. I am so grateful that you were born on this brilliant day! Us, BABYz love you to the moon and back Jonguppie! <3
The reason why I had chosen this song for this month is because it's beautiful. The lyrics, the vocals, and the music video. All of it is so beautiful and it really touches deep in my heart. This song makes me think of that special someone. I would sing this to them with all of my effort coming from deep in my heart. I also love it because it's created by one of my all time favorite Kpop groups. Even though they had lost some of their original members I will still love them. There music and just who they are as people always makes me happy and so excited to here and see more from them. I love U-KIss!! I also think that this song is perfect for this month, since Valentine's day is right around the corner. <3 So, there you have it! This is the song that I have chosen for this month! I hope you enjoy it and the lyrics!
Japanese lyrics
When I fall in love kimi no ai ni
boku wa subete na kushi te obore ta yo
Love once again
kie nai ashiato tsuki wa mite ita
I don’t like it tada hitori kobosu namida
dame na n da Back to low
koishikute nan do mo
onaji basho de kyō mo onaji ai o matsu yo
yasashii hitomi no oku de futari hitotsu ni nareta
Heart is broken mōichido dake mitsumete I am in love
When I fall in love kimi no ai ni
boku wa subete na kushi te obore ta yo
When I fall in love furi muki mo se zu ni
chigau ai ni yure te yuku kimi ga ima itoshii
ai tai to tsubuyaita shiroi toiki tsumetai
imagoro kimi wa amai yume no naka ka na ?
toke nai mahō no yō Without you everyday lam ill
mashō ni toraware kyō sō
Wish it is a dream but it is real
Wait for you forever never ever give up
zutto same nai yume ni ochi ta mama de aishiaitai
When I fall in love kimi no ai ni
boku wa subete na kushite oboreta yo
When I fall in love furi muki mo se zu ni
chigau ai ni yure te yuku kimi ga ima itoshii
sotto fure tai yo
koe o kikase te yo
hoshi garu hitomi de
Kiss o segan de yo
When I fall in love kimi no ai ni
boku wa subete na kushi te obore ta yo
When I fall in love furi muki mo se zu ni
chigau ai ni yure te yuku kimi ga ima itoshii
ai tai to tsubuya ita shiroi toiki tsumetai
itetsuku machi ni boku wa hitori de mayou
English lyrics
When I fall in love I lose everything to
Your love, drown in it, and I love once again
The sounds of your footspteps don't disappear, the moon is looking at me, I don't like it
All alone, I shed tears
This can't go on, Back to Low, I love you so
I always, at the same place as well, wait for, the same love
In the depths of your kind eyes, we became one
Heart is broken, just once more, gaze at me, I am in love
When I fall in love I lost everything to
Your love and drowned in it,
When I fall in love, without even turning to look back
I get swayed by a different love, Right now you're so lovely
My white breath that came out as I whispered “I want to see you”, is cold
Right around this time, I wonder, are you dreaming a sweet dream?
Like a spell that can't be broken, Without you everyday I am ill
My mind is imprisoned in devilishness, Wish it is a dream but it is real
Wait for you forever never ever give up
I've fallen in a dream that doesn't fade, wanting to, I want to love you
When I fall in love I lose everything to
Your love and drown in it
When I fall in love, without even turning around
I'm swayed by a different love, right now, you're so lovely
I want to gently touch your,
Let me hear your voice
With desiring eyes
Badger me with kisses
When I fall in love I lose everything to
Your love and drown it
When I fall in love, without even turning back
I get swayed by a different love, Right now you're so lovely
My white breath that came out as I whisperes “I want to see you”, is cold
Happy 32nd Birthday to this amazing man who has changed or made a huge impact on our lives. ^^ So, Happy 32nd Birthday to the amazing and one of a kind Takanori Matsumoto! He has always been there for everyone and he always has his own way of expressing himself. He is always chasing after new dreams, ideas, and goals. He is another year older and another year more handsome. ^^;; We all love him for different reasons, but we all love him because he is always himself no matter what. We love the person that he is and who he has grown to be. He is truly awesome and without him, we wouldn't have the GazettE and their amazing music. We would not have those deep and swirling lyrics that tend to get stuck in our minds. We wouldn't have been introduced to his cute little puppy Koron-chan. Ruki a.k.a Takanori Matsumoto has been one of many reasons why mine and others world's revolve. ^^ I hope you have an awesome birthday Ruki-san! <3 xoxo
Happy 32nd birthday Matsumoto Takanori!
お誕生日おめでとうございます
Have an awesome and RAD birthday amazing and one of a kind vocalist of the GazettE!
Recently, I had received a message from my home school counselor and found out that I was withdrawn from it. I was horrified when I heard the news, then again, I honestly blame the school because they had changed everything around this year. Nothing was easy this year as it was the last. I am actually very disappointed in that, but I'm also very disappointed in myself. Why? You might ask. Well, because I wasn't able to push myself as much as I expected from myself. I feel as though I had let down myself and my whole family. Feeling like you've let yourself down is the worst because it's yourself who knows yourself better than anyone.
What really frustrates me though, is that no one really wants to try and put themselves in my shoes to understand why I did what I did. They don't want to know how some things are difficult for me to process, and why it might have come to this. Everyone is expected so much from me so I feel really pressured and at most times misunderstood. I honestly am "the runt" or "the black sheep" out of the kids in my family. All of the kids that are older than me have graduated and are on their own, living their lives. The younger ones are even doing better than me. Then there's me, the one who doesn't know what to do, where I'm going in life, how I'm going to get places and it's just a giant mess. It makes me have so much anxiety just thinking about it. Sometimes I even think that I may be a dead beat or something like that or near it.
Then again, my optimism, faith and hope comes in to save me a little bit. I always know that there are ways to get through this and also that there are always going to be lessons to learn every day throughout our lives. I am going to learn to get pass this and see what this is going to teach me. This is probably one of those moments where I find someway to overcome this and become a better and stronger person. It's not all about blaming and being disappointed in the end. It's about falling and picking yourself up, brushing yourself off and carrying on forward. There's always going to be a light at the end of the tunnel and as long as you have your faith, hopes and dreams you can make it.
I'm going to get through my disappointment because as long as I know that he has a special path and plan for me, I should carry on with my head held up. I will learn from this obstacle and I will smile as I find the right path and make my way to my goals and dreams. Over all of my past mistakes and disappointments I have learned to be quite cheerful and optimistic and to have faith in things because life is sometimes too short to be down. I always try to please everyone around me because seeing them happy makes me happy. When it comes to making myself happy, it's being with others who are happy. I practically just repeated myself but, I think you will understand in the end. ^^ So, I guess the whole lesson for me here, is that disappointments can turn into your drive and optimism for success.
Thank you for taking the time to read this post!
I do hope this inspires you to carry on and have faith!
Happy birthday Yoo YoungJae! I hope you have a wonderful and amazing day! Today is the day to celebrate the day that you were brought into this world. The day that you made your family happy and the day a beautiful singer like you was born to be a star. You were born to make B.A.P complete, to make your beautiful voice shine through, and to make us BABYz happy and swoon over how handsome you have become. You are truly talented and so charismatic. You always put your heart and soul into everything that you do. You always give us and the world 110% of what you have. You are so handsome, smart, talkative, cheerful, lovable and caring. You are truly an amazing person and we are so glad to be a part of your life. You make all of our lives that much more worth it. ^^ Happy 20th birthday Yoo YoungJae! <3
Have an amazing and adventurous day.
YoungJae oppa, you are finally another year older and another year more handsome and talented. We will always be fighting right beside you.
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