Thalassophobia

There is just one of a few fears that I have that I will NEVER overcome. One of them is Thalassophobia which also means "Fear of the sea". I don't know how I have come to know that I was afraid of the sea or what triggered it, or if it was even triggered. I guess it's just the feeling of not knowing...the feeling and thoughts of not knowing what you may not be able to see. Almost like with spirits or entities, you know they are there but you can't see them sometimes. It scares you, right? Exactly my point. The feeling and thoughts of not knowing what may be beneath me or around me feet below or away. It's a creepy feeling. 

To be quite honest, I do love and enjoy learning about our aquatic life in the world. It is so very interesting and it opens my eyes to the things that used to be, what is, and what will be. The clear or unclear vision of the evolution or transforming of the species that call the sea their home. I guess that I can say that I have a love-hate relationship with the sea and it's species. I love to broaden my education of the sea species but I will never set foot or body into their territory. 

Obviously, there's a reason why this post doesn't have any photos. Even though it's on a screen and it's only a photo I feel complete fear. Yet, it's humorous because I can watch a video of aquatic species but not look at a straight up photo of it. I guess it's all coming together and making a lot more sense to me now. I have a love-hate relationship with the sea and it's wide selection of species. 

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31 day blog challenge Day 21

Day 21 of the 31 day blog challenge

Day 21: What's your biggest fear?

My biggest fears are:

1. Sharks

2. Spiders

3. Balloons (I have globophobia)

4. Someone taking away someone I have deep feelings for

5. not graduating from school

6. Dying a slow painful death

7. clowns

8. Haunted houses

That's it for today's challenge!!

I hope you stick around until the end!!

Have an amazing day!!

Love

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I would like to talk about my feelings about Love today. Personally, I am okay with being single, I enjoy being able to do things by myself. I have been single for quite a while now, I don't feel the need to be with anyone. I think it's fun being single because you have a lot of time to yourself. You also have a lot of time to hang out with your friends. :)

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Although, recently I have been slowly getting back into Love again. Thing that's holding me back though is myself. I have Fear, a lot of you can probably relate to this. I am in fear of Rejection and not being good enough. I am also in fear or nervous, that when I start talking to them I may just sound down right Stupid. 

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I want to start off as friends with any guy that I am attracted to. Another thing, I think a lot of us can relate to, is talking to that person that you want to get to know. Like I said, we are in fear of sounding dumb and being rejected. We are also nervous to talk to that person that we like or have a crush on. I know that I am definitely feeling fear and being nervous.

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I guess, at this point I think I need to sit down and figure out my emotions. I need to gain confidence and courage to speak up. I was always told to try something, and if I didn't, I wouldn't know what could have happened. So, I'm thinking, maybe I should just give it a try. It may or may not work, but it's worth a try. 

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Anyways, that was just a little rant that I wanted to get off of my chest. It has been on my mind for a while now and thought a lot of you could relate to it. Hope you all enjoyed it and maybe you can give me some feedback on what you think I should do. I am very scared of what could happen yet, I am so ready to give this thing a try. Have a wonderful day!!

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