Song of the Month

Just to let you know, this is going to be my last post for this year.

Song of the Month

Don't go by Bring Me The Horizon

I chose this song because like in my last post, I am torn down. I am slowly falling apart and I'm making things hard on myself. I have always been told that everything is my fault and that I only have myself to blame. I am at the point where I feel that I have lost my way. I feel that I have also lost connections with those who were once close to me. Due to the fact, that everything is rough and dark for me right now. I hope that I'll be able to find the light sooner or later. For now, I'm still somehow hanging on. 

I do apologize for the dark and depressing posts. I'm just having a hard time as you can see.

Anyways, I hope you take a listen and read the lyrics. It's quite a depressing and dark song yet, it's beautiful.

Lyrics

"Don't Go"

(feat. Lights)

I was raised in the valley, there were shadows and death.

Got out alive but with scars I can't forget.

This kid back in school, subdued and shy.

An orphan and a brother and unseen by most eyes.

I don't know what it was that made a piece of him die,

Took a boy to the forest, slaughtered him with a scythe.

Stamped on his face, an impression in the dirt.

Do you think the silence makes a good man convert?

We all have our horrors and our demons to fight.

But how can I win, when I'm paralyzed?

They crawl up, wrap their fingers around my throat.

Is this what I get for the choices that I've made?

God forgive me, for all my sins. God forgive me, for everything.

God forgive me, for all my sins. God forgive me, God forgive me.

Don't go, I can't do this on my own.

Don't go, I can't do this on my own.

Save me from the ones that haunt me in the night.

I can't live with myself, so stay with me tonight.

Don't go.

Don't go.

[Lights:]

If I let you in, you'd just want out.

If I tell you the truth, you'd vie for a lie.

If I spilt my guts, it would make a mess we can't clean up.

If you follow me, you will only get lost.

If you try to get closer, we'll only lose touch.

But you already know too much, and you're not going anywhere.

Tell me that you need me 'cause I love you so much.

Tell me that you love me 'cause I need you so much.

Tell me that you need me 'cause I love you so much.

Say you'll never leave me 'cause I need you so much.

Don't go, I can't do this on my own.

Don't go, I can't do this on my own.

Save me from the ones that haunt me in the night.

I can't live with myself, so stay with me tonight.

Don't go, I can't do this on my own.

Don't go (you're not alone)

Save me from the ones that haunt me in the night.

I can't live with myself, so stay with me tonight.

Don't go.

[Lights:]

Don't go. [11x]

Thanks to Olivia, danny, Michael, Taylor, Kirsty for correcting these lyrics.

Again, I do apologize for the negative feelings.

I do hope you all have had a wonderful and amazing year.

I can't wait to see you all next year.

Have a nice day.

Happy New Year everyone!

+Keiki+

25 days of blogging Day 24

Day 24:

Favorite Christmas Eve Tradition

The Christmas Eve tradition that my family usually does is we open one present that night. But, since we didn't have many presents we just decided to open them a week before Christmas. We kind of broke the tradition by doing so, but we just were too anxious I guess. Anyways, our Christmas presents were awesome and it was mostly the thought that counts. This Christmas was very odd and not a lot of people were in the spirit, I can honestly say from my perspective.

That's it for today's post!!

I hope you enjoyed this challenge!!

Have a great day!! See you next year!

25 days of blogging Day 23

Day 23:

Your plans for Christmas 2013

I'm so sorry for not posting when I should have. A lot has been going on in my life. Anyways, my Christmas plans was just to be with my family. We didn't really do much, so instead of staying home the whole day I decided to see my cousin and her family. I technically got to spend it with her family and I got to meet her cool boyfriend. So, altogether it was an awesome Christmas. I wouldn't have spent it any other way. ^^

That's it for today's post!!

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25 days of blogging Day 22

Day 22:

eggnog or hot chocolate?

I really enjoy hot chocolate a lot. I have actually never tried eggnog, but in my opinion it sounds disgusting. I only say that because I don't like the thought of drinking something with eggs in it. I have always liked hot chocolate and chocolate is a thing I can't resist. I guess, until I try eggnog, hot chocolate will be my favorite.

That's it for today's post!!

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25 days of blogging Day 21

Day 21:

Do you travel on the holidays?

I only travel with my family if we have enough money to. Last year, we went to Reno to visit friends and we went to Disneyland. Disneyland was so much fun, it had been years since I had been there. It was very nostalgic for me, but I enjoyed every minute of it. When we do travel, I love every minute of it. 

That's it for today's post!!

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25 days of blogging Day 20

Day 20:

Favorite Christmas meal

My favorite Christmas meal would definitely have to be Pumpkin pie and honey baked ham. I love meat and sweet stuff so, that is just like heaven for me. Both tastes actually compliment one another in my opinion. Ham is just as good as turkey like on Thanksgiving. After all, I would just like to say that these two foods give the best definition that life can be sweet. :)

That's it for today's post!!

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25 days of blogging Day 19

Day 19:

Favorite stocking stuffer

This is one of my most favorite stocking stuffers I have ever received. It's my favorite character "Hello Kitty"! It's also in a beanie form and I've always wanted one of these. It's so cute and i goes with so many of my outfits! I honestly have to thank my little brothers for getting this for me. They know me so well, they are truly the best and I'm so blessed to have them in my life. <3

That's it for today's post!!

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25 days of blogging Day 18

Day 18:

When do you open gifts?

My family and I open one present on Christmas Eve and then we open up the rest on Christmas. I think that a lot of families may do the same thing. My family is sometimes too excited to open the presents, so we only allow one on Christmas Eve. I think that's a fair thing to do, other than having the kids open up things secretly. It gives them a chance to see what they might get the next day. 

That's it for today's post!!

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25 days of blogging Day 17

Day 17:

Post a picture of an old Christmas card

Unfortunately, I do not have any pictures of my old family Christmas cards. I also don't feel comfortable showing my family for privacy purposes. Christmas cards are so pretty and a lot of them have so much detail. I love giving them out to family and having a nice message or family picture with them. The cards are so beautiful I just want to cry!!! So beautiful!! *^^*

That's it for today's post!!

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25 days of blogging Day 16

Day 16:

Hardest person to buy for?

The hardest person for me to buy for, would have to be my aunt. She doesn't really ask for much, so that makes it quite difficult. Most of the time, she asks for kitchen appliances. Those are all quite expensive, so that's when I get my grandma to help me. If there's ever a time we can't get her a kitchen appliance, we get her an alternative "small" kitchen appliance that might be of use to her. Then, she asks for "girly" things, such as: clothes, hair accessories,...etc. That is my hardest person to buy for.

That's it for today's post!!

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25 days of blogging Day 15

Day 15:

The best gift you've given

I think that the best gift(s) I've given, was last year and one was xbox 360 headset for one of my brothers (cousins) and a foam minecraft pickaxe for my other brother. I felt so accomplished and so happy to see the smiles on their faces when they opened them. I bought those gifts when I was out at the mall at night hanging out with my cousin. There's so much that I would do to make people happy, I rarely by myself anything. I love to make others happy, just seeing them happy is the best gift for myself. Well, those are the best gifts that I have given and I feel pretty accomplished for those ones. 

That's it for today's post!!

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25 days of blogging Day 14

Day 14:

Real or Artificial tree

Ever since I was a little girl my family has always chosen to use an artificial tree. I guess that it's easy to clean up and put away. It is also very easy to put up and they all come in different sizes and styles. I don't know, I think I'm just so used to seeing and having an artificial tree. I also think that it makes me biased towards the Christmas tree types. I don't know if that makes sense, but I think I'll just go with this.

That's it for today's post!!

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25 days of blogging Day 13

Day 13:

Favorite Christmas book

I have always loved this book and the song ever since I was 6 years old Every year I would sing this song and I would even sit down and just read through the book. I would even read and look through this book when it wasn't the holidays. I enjoyed this book all the time, it always brought a smile to my face and music in my soul. That's why I love this book so much especially for the holidays. ^^

That's it for today's post!!

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25 days of blogging Day 12

Day 12:

Wrapping paper or gift bags?

My favorite gift bags and wrapping papers are Hello Kitty!!

That's it for today's post!!

I'm so sorry for not keeping up with my posts lately. A lot has been going on in my life. I will try my best to update when I can. :)

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25 days of blogging Day 11

Day 11:

Favorite Christmas tradition

My family's tradition is playing our own version of "Let's make a deal". One day will be one of the kids and we have to choose whether we want an envelope or a bag. One contains a prize the other contains a "dud" or "something funny". Last year, I got a bag of Jalapenos and then the second time I got the prize, in which I don't remember what it was. lol Also, my older sister gave it a try and she received toilet paper! So, that's one of our family traditions and it's really fun! :)

That's it for today's post!!

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Have  a great day!!

25 days of blogging Day 10

Day 10:

Favorite Holiday scent

I want to start off by apologizing for missing a day, I was busy and had lots on my to-do list. Anyway, my favorite holiday scent would most definitely have to be Spiced Pumpkin. There is just something about that scent that brings the feeling of the holidays to me. It's sweet and light, the scent isn't too overpowering and for me, it's just perfect. That's why I chose this scent as my favorite for the holidays. :)

That's it for today's post!!

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25 days of blogging Day 9

Day 9:

Easiest person to buy for?

I have to say that the easiest people to buy for would have to be my little cousins (or brothers which I love to call them.) I already have in mind what I want to get them because both of their interests are quite alike. It's also amazing to go shopping for them and finding other relatable things in which they may like and surprise them with. They are big gamers and I always pay great attention to the things they play. I even ask them sometimes the things that they may like and it helps me out. So, these two boys are the easiest people for me to shop for around the holidays. ^^

That's it for today's post!!

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25 days of blogging Day 8

Day 8:

Post a picture of Christmas Decor

Although it says A picture of Christmas decor, I will show you more than one. I also haven't brought out my Christmas Decorations yet, so this will just have to do. ^^

Enjoy!

That's it for today's post!!

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25 days of blogging Day 7/100th post

Day 7:

Most Memorable Christmas

I am always going to be honest with you guys, I don't have a memorable Christmas. I loved every year that I've had of Christmas. My family and I always make memories on Christmas, whether it be small or big. There is just always something about the holidays that puts a smile on my face. The holidays always warms my heart and it just feels so good. 

That's it for today's post!!

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Also, this is my 100th post!! Yay!!

Here's to celebrate my 100th post today!!

Celebrate by Empire of the sun ft. Tommy Trash

and a selca of me!!

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25 days of blogging Day 6

Day 6:

Your favorite Christmas ornament

My favorite Christmas ornament would have to be the orbs. I call them orbs because every time that I say balls people seem to laugh. Yes, very mature. Indeed, those are my favorite ornaments and I think they are so pretty. They come in so many designs, colors and sizes. ^^

That's it for today's post!!

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