Song of the Month

Just to let you know, this is going to be my last post for this year.

Song of the Month

Don't go by Bring Me The Horizon

I chose this song because like in my last post, I am torn down. I am slowly falling apart and I'm making things hard on myself. I have always been told that everything is my fault and that I only have myself to blame. I am at the point where I feel that I have lost my way. I feel that I have also lost connections with those who were once close to me. Due to the fact, that everything is rough and dark for me right now. I hope that I'll be able to find the light sooner or later. For now, I'm still somehow hanging on. 

I do apologize for the dark and depressing posts. I'm just having a hard time as you can see.

Anyways, I hope you take a listen and read the lyrics. It's quite a depressing and dark song yet, it's beautiful.

Lyrics

"Don't Go"

(feat. Lights)

I was raised in the valley, there were shadows and death.

Got out alive but with scars I can't forget.

This kid back in school, subdued and shy.

An orphan and a brother and unseen by most eyes.

I don't know what it was that made a piece of him die,

Took a boy to the forest, slaughtered him with a scythe.

Stamped on his face, an impression in the dirt.

Do you think the silence makes a good man convert?

We all have our horrors and our demons to fight.

But how can I win, when I'm paralyzed?

They crawl up, wrap their fingers around my throat.

Is this what I get for the choices that I've made?

God forgive me, for all my sins. God forgive me, for everything.

God forgive me, for all my sins. God forgive me, God forgive me.

Don't go, I can't do this on my own.

Don't go, I can't do this on my own.

Save me from the ones that haunt me in the night.

I can't live with myself, so stay with me tonight.

Don't go.

Don't go.

[Lights:]

If I let you in, you'd just want out.

If I tell you the truth, you'd vie for a lie.

If I spilt my guts, it would make a mess we can't clean up.

If you follow me, you will only get lost.

If you try to get closer, we'll only lose touch.

But you already know too much, and you're not going anywhere.

Tell me that you need me 'cause I love you so much.

Tell me that you love me 'cause I need you so much.

Tell me that you need me 'cause I love you so much.

Say you'll never leave me 'cause I need you so much.

Don't go, I can't do this on my own.

Don't go, I can't do this on my own.

Save me from the ones that haunt me in the night.

I can't live with myself, so stay with me tonight.

Don't go, I can't do this on my own.

Don't go (you're not alone)

Save me from the ones that haunt me in the night.

I can't live with myself, so stay with me tonight.

Don't go.

[Lights:]

Don't go. [11x]

Thanks to Olivia, danny, Michael, Taylor, Kirsty for correcting these lyrics.

Again, I do apologize for the negative feelings.

I do hope you all have had a wonderful and amazing year.

I can't wait to see you all next year.

Have a nice day.

Happy New Year everyone!

+Keiki+