My B.A.P dream: Youngjae, Jongup, & Zelo

Last night, I had a dream/nightmare about B.A.P. I know that sounds odd but, I can't have a dream without some sort of downfall. Anyways, my dream had started off with me going to the airport and some thing happens and everyone goes frantic. We all start running towards our gates and getting onto our planes. My plane was one of the first to leave the airport. So, once we were in the sky, there were some people who were still in shock and one of them had kicked one of the windows. They had kicked it so forcefully that they had shattered it completely. Due to that, the plane started having difficulties during flight. (It was honestly like a scene from a suspense or disaster movie.) Once we were told to have an emergency landing, it resulted in us landing somewhere in the United States. When we landed, I gathered up the bags that I was left with and headed out from the space we landed on. I didn't know where I was or where I was headed, I just wanted to get to somewhere safe. I just kept on heading towards the sunset. Soon enough, I had made it to the city. It looked like I was in California, Los Angeles to be exact. ^^ I was exhausted, in every way possible. I started to drag my feet and hold my head down in exhaustion. Then, I had "accidentally" run into Jongup and Zelo. 

Once I had run into them, they had asked me if I was alright because of the exhaustion written all over my face. They asked me if I wanted to stay with them, I didn't know what to say so I had stood there in silence. I tried saying something but, the words wouldn't come out. Jongup went to go and ask the other members and Manager Kang if I could stay. As a result, they had all agreed to let me stay and they wouldn't take no for an answer. I smiled and bowed down (I don't know why.) but I did it out of respect for them. Once I had set my bags in one of their hotel rooms. Jongup and Zelo had asked me if I wanted to go to the park with them. How could I resist these cuties? So, I said yes! On the way to the park, Jongup was dancing and singing while Zelo let me ride his Penny Board. It was so much fun! :3 Once the park was in our sights, we all ran to it like little kids and went all around the jungle gym and slides. The first one to go down the slide was Jongup, then Zelo and lastly, myself. We were all having so much fun we were laughing so hard. It was beginning to get dark and the boys and I were getting hungry. So, we all headed back to the hotel and joined the other members at the buffet for dinner time. After dinner, we all went back to our hotel room and I was sharing it with Jongup and Zelo. We all changed into our pajamas and plopped down into our beds. There were only two beds so Zelo shared his with me. ^\\\^ (I'm a noona so I didn't do anything I would regret.) Jongup looked over at Zelo and I and took a picture of us sleeping. Zelo and I were snuggled up together like cute little puppies. ^ w ^ <3 

(Skipping to the next day) 

B.A.P gets ready for their rehearsal at their venue. With my iPhone I capture all the moments I can with "my little brothers" Jongup and Zelo. *^^* Before them and I head out, I tell Zelo to take my phone so he can get the other members to surprise me with things. Then, I headed out to the city and I would see B.A.P later. As I was roaming around LA, I had run into my cousin. She was so happy to see me and we decided to have lunch together. After we had lunch, we headed over to where B.A.P was rehearsing for the next day's concert. Once we got there, the boys were done rehearsing and they were busy so they passed right by me. I yelled, "Zelo! Jonguppie!". They had seen me and high fived me, I also gave hugs to Youngjae, Himchan, Daehyun, and Yongguk. I then decided to meet up with Zelo and Jongup later that day to gather my bags because I would be staying with my cousin. What I had forgotten when I left the boys was my phone. So, I had no choice but to see them at the concert. :3 (not like it's a bad thing.) 

(The day of the B.A.P concert) 

It was the most amazing concert I had ever been to. The ambience and atmosphere was just like something out of a movie! The big screens showing the members and the dancing and lights. The sea of green Matoki light sticks. It was like a dream in a dream. LOL :D I could feel my heart take flight or get struck by an arrow every time I had seen or caught a glimpse of Youngjae. Sometimes I even thought my heart would skip a beat or jump out of my body and run to him. XD 

Slowly, as it came to the part where B.A.P would have a conversation with the crowd of BABYz, Youngjae had asked if anyone wanted a hug from him. The crowd went crazy, as expected. Then, it went silent and just a few girls here and there raised their hands...including me, and we jumped up and down. I watched as his eyes glimmered in the light and scanned over all of the girls with their hands up. Then, he stopped for a long while over in my direction and I could see some hurt deep within his eyes. 

I felt my heart sink into my stomach. I slowly put my arm down and avoided his eyes. Youngjae then proceeded to give one lucky girl a hug. Then, my cousin, being the extroverted and highly opinionated girl that she is...came out and confronted Youngjae. She asked him why he didn't pick me even knowing that he had seen me and still chose to avoid me. He came over to her, and told her the reason why he avoided me was because I had hurt him. He was hurt because I had chosen Kris from Exo-m over him. Even knowing that I barely know anything about Kris. I only like Kris because of his looks. (Which is absolutely true.) I could feel how hurt Youngjae was over what I had done to him. His gaze burned over my skin. My eyes could see nothing, it began to slightly blur my vision. I could hear my cousin explain to him how much I love him and that he should have just given me the hug. He sighed and walked back to the stage and they carried on with the concert. They played some sort of slow tempo song with deep love-related lyrics. It hurt so bad, I knelt down and covered my face trying so hard not to let anyone see me cry. I felt so bad for what I had done to Youngjae. I wanted to take it all back and make it up to him. 

In the end, I got to see Zelo to get my iPhone back. He was the last person, I had seen before I had awoken from this dream/nightmare. The nightmare part was that Youngjae had denied me. I realized that he IS and always will be my ultimate bias. I had never liked someone so much. So, I will always be devoted to Youngjae and be by his side. <3 I had even told myself that I would never push him away. Then, I did, just because another kpop idol's looks. Nothing, can compare to the love and devotion I have towards Yoo Youngjae. <3 He is my ultimate bias. <3 Let this be a lesson learned from a dream. Honestly, I believe that dreams and nightmares can tell you a lot about yourself and it can make you or break you. It's kind of like listening to your mind and heart. 

Anyways, that's my dream/nightmare that I had last night. I hope you enjoyed reading it! I hope I can have more dreams with B.A.P or Youngjae in it! ^\\\^ Have a great day BABYz, kpoppers, and blog readers! <3 

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