I just wanted to share with you my hair from before and my current hair! :D
BEFORE
I used this hair dye on my brown hair to achieve this color.
AFTER
I used this hair dye to achieve this color and to wash out the last color that was in my hair. :)
Well, here is my new hair!! I'm very happy with it and I feel like a brand new version of me!!! :D I just wanted to show you the changes I've made. I know this was a short post. ^^;; Anyways, I hope you all have an amazing day!!
Last night, I had a dream/nightmare about B.A.P. I know that sounds odd but, I can't have a dream without some sort of downfall. Anyways, my dream had started off with me going to the airport and some thing happens and everyone goes frantic. We all start running towards our gates and getting onto our planes. My plane was one of the first to leave the airport. So, once we were in the sky, there were some people who were still in shock and one of them had kicked one of the windows. They had kicked it so forcefully that they had shattered it completely. Due to that, the plane started having difficulties during flight. (It was honestly like a scene from a suspense or disaster movie.) Once we were told to have an emergency landing, it resulted in us landing somewhere in the United States. When we landed, I gathered up the bags that I was left with and headed out from the space we landed on. I didn't know where I was or where I was headed, I just wanted to get to somewhere safe. I just kept on heading towards the sunset. Soon enough, I had made it to the city. It looked like I was in California, Los Angeles to be exact. ^^ I was exhausted, in every way possible. I started to drag my feet and hold my head down in exhaustion. Then, I had "accidentally" run into Jongup and Zelo.
Once I had run into them, they had asked me if I was alright because of the exhaustion written all over my face. They asked me if I wanted to stay with them, I didn't know what to say so I had stood there in silence. I tried saying something but, the words wouldn't come out. Jongup went to go and ask the other members and Manager Kang if I could stay. As a result, they had all agreed to let me stay and they wouldn't take no for an answer. I smiled and bowed down (I don't know why.) but I did it out of respect for them. Once I had set my bags in one of their hotel rooms. Jongup and Zelo had asked me if I wanted to go to the park with them. How could I resist these cuties? So, I said yes! On the way to the park, Jongup was dancing and singing while Zelo let me ride his Penny Board. It was so much fun! :3 Once the park was in our sights, we all ran to it like little kids and went all around the jungle gym and slides. The first one to go down the slide was Jongup, then Zelo and lastly, myself. We were all having so much fun we were laughing so hard. It was beginning to get dark and the boys and I were getting hungry. So, we all headed back to the hotel and joined the other members at the buffet for dinner time. After dinner, we all went back to our hotel room and I was sharing it with Jongup and Zelo. We all changed into our pajamas and plopped down into our beds. There were only two beds so Zelo shared his with me. ^\\\^ (I'm a noona so I didn't do anything I would regret.) Jongup looked over at Zelo and I and took a picture of us sleeping. Zelo and I were snuggled up together like cute little puppies. ^ w ^ <3
(Skipping to the next day)
B.A.P gets ready for their rehearsal at their venue. With my iPhone I capture all the moments I can with "my little brothers" Jongup and Zelo. *^^* Before them and I head out, I tell Zelo to take my phone so he can get the other members to surprise me with things. Then, I headed out to the city and I would see B.A.P later. As I was roaming around LA, I had run into my cousin. She was so happy to see me and we decided to have lunch together. After we had lunch, we headed over to where B.A.P was rehearsing for the next day's concert. Once we got there, the boys were done rehearsing and they were busy so they passed right by me. I yelled, "Zelo! Jonguppie!". They had seen me and high fived me, I also gave hugs to Youngjae, Himchan, Daehyun, and Yongguk. I then decided to meet up with Zelo and Jongup later that day to gather my bags because I would be staying with my cousin. What I had forgotten when I left the boys was my phone. So, I had no choice but to see them at the concert. :3 (not like it's a bad thing.)
(The day of the B.A.P concert)
It was the most amazing concert I had ever been to. The ambience and atmosphere was just like something out of a movie! The big screens showing the members and the dancing and lights. The sea of green Matoki light sticks. It was like a dream in a dream. LOL :D I could feel my heart take flight or get struck by an arrow every time I had seen or caught a glimpse of Youngjae. Sometimes I even thought my heart would skip a beat or jump out of my body and run to him. XD
Slowly, as it came to the part where B.A.P would have a conversation with the crowd of BABYz, Youngjae had asked if anyone wanted a hug from him. The crowd went crazy, as expected. Then, it went silent and just a few girls here and there raised their hands...including me, and we jumped up and down. I watched as his eyes glimmered in the light and scanned over all of the girls with their hands up. Then, he stopped for a long while over in my direction and I could see some hurt deep within his eyes.
I felt my heart sink into my stomach. I slowly put my arm down and avoided his eyes. Youngjae then proceeded to give one lucky girl a hug. Then, my cousin, being the extroverted and highly opinionated girl that she is...came out and confronted Youngjae. She asked him why he didn't pick me even knowing that he had seen me and still chose to avoid me. He came over to her, and told her the reason why he avoided me was because I had hurt him. He was hurt because I had chosen Kris from Exo-m over him. Even knowing that I barely know anything about Kris. I only like Kris because of his looks. (Which is absolutely true.) I could feel how hurt Youngjae was over what I had done to him. His gaze burned over my skin. My eyes could see nothing, it began to slightly blur my vision. I could hear my cousin explain to him how much I love him and that he should have just given me the hug. He sighed and walked back to the stage and they carried on with the concert. They played some sort of slow tempo song with deep love-related lyrics. It hurt so bad, I knelt down and covered my face trying so hard not to let anyone see me cry. I felt so bad for what I had done to Youngjae. I wanted to take it all back and make it up to him.
In the end, I got to see Zelo to get my iPhone back. He was the last person, I had seen before I had awoken from this dream/nightmare. The nightmare part was that Youngjae had denied me. I realized that he IS and always will be my ultimate bias. I had never liked someone so much. So, I will always be devoted to Youngjae and be by his side. <3 I had even told myself that I would never push him away. Then, I did, just because another kpop idol's looks. Nothing, can compare to the love and devotion I have towards Yoo Youngjae. <3 He is my ultimate bias. <3 Let this be a lesson learned from a dream. Honestly, I believe that dreams and nightmares can tell you a lot about yourself and it can make you or break you. It's kind of like listening to your mind and heart.
Anyways, that's my dream/nightmare that I had last night. I hope you enjoyed reading it! I hope I can have more dreams with B.A.P or Youngjae in it! ^\\\^ Have a great day BABYz, kpoppers, and blog readers! <3
***ALL CREDIT FOR THE FANTAKEN PHOTOS GOES TO THEIR RESPECTABLE OWNERS***
Firstly, I want to apologize for not posting for a long while. My wifi is down at home, so I have to use Starbuck's free wifi. =___='''' Such a burden honestly. Anyways, the reason why I had chosen these songs for this month is because they are both so catchy. They also came out around the same time I think?? I'm so bad with dates and such so I apologize if I'm wrong. These two songs are I had learned quite quickly due to the fact that I have been putting it on repeat. kekeke~ I don't have a life lol Wow~ I'm sorry you guys for my constant sarcasm I'm just a new version of me...I guess. <.< After listening to EXO I think I have become somewhat of an "Exotic" but not really...if that makes sense. Okay, enough of my blathering, I'll let you listen to the songs and read the lyrics below.
On a side note, I have also added two new biases to my bias list and I have announced my new ultimate bias. >///< <3
My NEW ULTIMATE BIAS is...
KRIS
GALAXY FANFAN!!!!
and a new bias
Jungkook from BTS
; n ; *cries* I'm his noona!! WAAEEE~~
Anyways, here are the lyrics to both songs of this month!!^^
Just one day BTS lyrics
English Translation:
If only I had just one day
I want to peacefully fall asleep intoxicated with your sweet scent
If there’s a chance in my busy schedule
I want to put my body in your warm and deep eyes
I like that, your long, straight hair
Your breathtaking neck when you put it up and the strands that fall out
Wherever we go, my handbag is your waist
Yo ma honey, whenever I see you, I run out of breath
Like the streets of Myungdong, our BGM is the sound of breathing
Your voice when you say my name
I wanna be locked in you and swim in you, I want to know you more
An explorer venturing through your deep forest of mystery
I appreciate the masterpiece that is you because your existence alone is art
I imagine this all night every day because it’s a meaningless dream anyway
Just one day, if I can be with you
Just one day, if I can hold your hands
Just one day, if I can be with you
Just one day (just one day)
If only we can be together
(Do It Do It Do It)
I hope I can be with you for just one day
(Do It Do It Do It)
Having a party party with only you
(Do It Do It Do It)
I hope I can be with you for just one day
(Do It Do It Do It)
A party party with only you
If only I could do that, how nice would it be
If only we could go anywhere to eat and watch a movie comfortably
I would do anything girl
I’m sorry, maybe I’m too rational
But still, if you see me some day, smile
Maybe you resent me a little or no, a lot
I know, I couldn’t look at you more because of my dream
Then just give me one day, even if it’s in my dream, just one day
Out of all those words I had to swallow because of the excuse of reality
I’ll pick one and tell it to you for sure
Let’s meet when the lilies bloom and say goodbye when they wither
I didn’t think I’d get over you easily but
Is it selfish of me to hope you are the same?
I’m still lying, saying that it’s all for you
You are standing in the center of my life
Just one day, if I can be with you
Just one day, if I can hold your hands
Just one day, if I can be with you
Just one day (just one day)
If you are and I are together, let’s go time
24 hours, if I could only be with you
I’d kiss you starting from the morning
Can’t forget to grab some brunch
I’d hold your hand and soak up the sun
It’s not over yet, in the middle of a beautiful night
I’ll confess to you, with the moon as our light
All of these things tell me
“If I have just one day, it’s possible”
Just one day, if I can be with you
Just one day, if I can hold your hands
Just one day, if I can be with you
Just one day (just one day)
If only we can be together
(Do It Do It Do It)
I hope I can be with you for just one day
(Do It Do It Do It)
Having a party party with only you
(Do It Do It Do It)
I hope I can be with you for just one day
(Do It Do It Do It)
If only we can be together
(Do It Do It Do It)
I hope I can be with you for just one day
(Do It Do It Do It)
If only we can be together
Can you please stay with me?
Credit to kpoplyrics.com
Overdose EXO lyrics
English Translation:
(Come in)
I drew you in closer with all I had
Now I can’t turn it back
This is clearly a dangerous addiction
So bad no one to stop her
Her love her love
The only thing I want is her love
Her fatal fantasy
I’m drunk with ecstasy
Oh she wants me~ oh she’s got me, oh she hurts me
What else can be better than this?
Someone call the doctor, hold me and tell me
Love is a sickness, an addiction, overdose
It’s harder to control as time goes by
I’m falling deeper into her
Oh too much, it’s you, your love, this is overdose
Too much, it’s you, your love, this is overdose
Seeing you inside makes me want you even more
After my breath quickens and chokes
I feel a shiver and then a sigh
Her love her love is like poison to me
I can’t escape
My blood gets hotter and she controls all of me
Oh she wants me~ oh she’s got me, oh she hurts me
I keep thinking and thinking about you
Someone call the doctor, hold me and tell me
Love is a sickness, an addiction, overdose
It’s harder to control as time goes by
I’m falling deeper into her
Oh too much, it’s you, your love, this is overdose
Too much, it’s you, your love, this is overdose
Everyone asks me if I changed
It’s like you’re nailed into my heart
My world is filled with you
I can’t stop, I’m already filled with you
Right now, this moment, you’re in my heart
E X O
Rap)
I taste you and drink you
My heart trembles, I keep drinking you in but it’s not enough yet
This thirst sends shivers even to my fingertips, hold onto that moment
Don’t stop going, it’s so good, can’t stop
Hey doctor, it won’t go like this
You and I will become one with the uncontrollable attraction
Without this feeling, it’s like I am dead
The reason I live is because of my addiction to the sweetness that is you
(Someone call the doctor)
Someone call the doctor, I need her
I can’t stand it for a single day
You’re an addiction I don’t want to escape
For a long time (?)
Oh too much, it’s you, your love, this is overdose
Too much, it’s you, your love, this is overdose
Credit to kpoplyrics.com
These are the songs of this month!!!
All kpop songs!!
All sung by really handsome and talented Korean boys/men!!!
